A&R

First time

Keep in mind that this is an AU, ALL FAKE‼️

mature content.

Alice POV

I'm really nervous...

Risa has been nothing but sweet to me, she always brings me comfort she keeps telling me that we'll do it if I'm sure and ready. Well tonight I told that I was and I reassured her that I was. I know that she is more experienced than me since she has been with women before, I'm just scared that I'll get it wrong on the first time and I don't want to mess it up.

“Mahal?” she says softly bringing me out of my trance.

“Hindi naman natin kailangan gawin to kung nag dadalawang isip ka” she lifted up my chin so I could look at her eyes.

“No ready na ako mahal” I looked at her deeply hoping that she would see nothing but the truth. She nods and rubs my cheek softy before kissing my lips.

She gestured me to sit on her lap and I did just that. She lifted up my leg to her hip so that I'm straddling her as she rested her hands on my hips as we kissed.

Things got heated and I felt her hand slowly push my hips to keep a steady rhythm as I'm grinding against her. My breath became ragged and I would let out quite whimpers. That made her smirk into the kiss.

She then flipped over so that she was on top and I was laying beneath her. She looked at me with hunger and lust, and that turned me on.

“Sabihin mo lang kung gusto mo na itigil”

She whispered to my ears before biting my earlobe, that action caused me to whine. She then moved to my neck and started sucking and nibbling at my sensitive skin I felt her leaving love marks due to the force of her bites and nibbles. I didn't complain.

Her hand slowly trailed to my chest and down to my breasts playing with it before tugging at my nightgown.

“Your clothes mahal.”

I nodded and she took them off in an instant before she staryed kissing her way down to my breasts her hand finds my bra strap and unclasps it with a swift motion. She started sucking on my breasts causing me squirm and I let out a quite moan.

“I want to hear you, don't suppress your moans Alice.” she says demandingly.

She moves to the other giving it as much attention and this time I didn't hold back my moans.

“good girl.”

My breath hitched. and she just smirks enjoying the moment and my reactions. She went back to kissing me and I felt her slowly undoing my underwear before dipping her hand in and I moaned into the kiss I'm pretty sure that I'm soaking down there by now. She entered me with one finger at first, being really careful.

I was moaning and I was needing more, my body reacted first before my mind and started to follow her hand rhythm I needed more - I wanted to feel her more.

I was gradually getting weaker and weaker my body surrendering to her. I jerked up a little when she added a second finger, and her pace was getting faster and faster every moment. I cried out her name in pleasure and she would cover up my moans by kissing me...

“so fucking tight baby..” She says and I could tell she also ran out of breath due to her voice being hoarse.

I felt my walls tightening around her fingers and I was ready to explode at any moment. She felt that too and she kissed my neck lovingly.

“You can come, darling.”

And with those encouraging words, I looked at her one last time seeing how focused she looked, her hair now messy her pupils dialated her cheeks burning red.

She helped me ride out my high before kissing me, I was basically seeing stars at that moment. I opened my eyes and she brought her fingers to my mouth.

“suck them.” I did what she asked and sucked them while keeping eye-contact with her.

“so obedient my love.”

I could tell she was tired, but still she helped me clean up getting a damp towel and wiping me clean while kissing my cheeks. She then got some water for me to drink to ease up my nerves and it helped a lot.

“what about you?” my lips pouted asking her that question.

She just smiled at me lovingly

“Next time mahal ko, I want this night to be about you and not me.”

She reassured me and I nodded my head slowly still feeling bad about not satisfying her too and I looked down, she then lifted my chin before saying -

“i'll teach you how next time...”

<Time skip>

The next morning🌄

I woke up the sun was hitting my face perfectly, I layed beside Risa her hands around my body giving me warmth. I stared at her features admiring her everything.

I think I want to spend the rest of my life with her.

A/N: Can't sleep 🥲 here y'all go 🩷