Written By Me, Connor | (Tronnor)

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I got up bright and early, made a coffee and some breakfast. I like whole wheat toast with avocado spread on it. So so delicious.

Flavored coffee is my favorite; actually, my Common Culture blend is super good. I got a whole bunch of it when I was testing flavors, so I have a stock pile now. I don't mind at all.

I love the idea of an orderly day. Although waking up has been difficult for me recently, I like the idea of an organized day. More routine, if you will.

Wake up, make coffee and breakfast, and do other things that I planned previously the night before. I think that's why I'm so messed up. I have nothing to do after breakfast. I mean yeah, I have a job now, but after I get off of work I have nothing.

This needs to change. I need to change.

I will continue to tell myself this until I do. I mean it this time.

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But anyway, after making breakfast, I went off to work. I saw Jenn and Joey, still being their usual selves and I also met some of the other employees.

I don't remember the full details, but I do remember they were all boys. Out of all six workers, Jenn was the only girl. Maybe that was why she didn't talk.

She felt out of place, like me.

I really like work so far but it's just different. This was my first real job. YouTube isn't a job, just a hobby. I'm lucky I am getting paid for it. I am truly happy with my life sometimes.

During work, not much happens. We all spend most of our time sitting around waiting for people. Quite honestly, I don't think many people know about the shop. We had 3 people walk in, and none of them bought anything. Today was a waste.

I hope someone who appreciates music as much as I do comes in and spends hours talking to me about it. What a dream.

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I only work a few hours every day, I think it comes out to be five. Break included. But because of this, I have the whole day to do things, which I have nothing to do. I think tomorrow I'm going to explore the city. Maybe I can find some interesting places.

I am tired of writing today, I need to sleep. I know it's early, but I just don't feel like doing anything anymore.

I hope one day I get better.