Written By Me, Connor | (Tronnor)

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Troye asked me out last week.

Thank God because I was way too scared to ask.

Of course though, it was extremely awkward and everything. I love myself for that, hah, not.

Here's how it went down:
Sad that I can remember it all, I am quite embarrassed.

It started out by him calling me on the phone saying to get ready, and he said he was going to pick me up.

In the back of my mind, I kind of figured that he was going to pop the question. I was so right.

But anyway

He quickly got to my apartment and we drove to some fancy place. Not the one we first went to either.

This one was even nicer.

I was not dressed for the occasion.

I was literally wearing black jeans, a button up shirt, and a light jacket.

Not at all formal attire.

So we got a table, talked for a long while. About life, the future, everything.

We ordered and received our food, finished, and spent some more time talking.

This was quite similar to the first date we ever had, except far more intimate.

I was waiting for this day.

Troye paid the check without me even realizing it; that sneaky boy.

We were walking out of the place when he said

T: Con?

C: Yeah? What's up?

T: I uh

C: What?

T: I uh um

C: Spit it out

T: I uh really

C: You can tell me anything, you know that.

T: I really like you, Connor.

His face was so extremely red. I felt so bad, but I felt the same way and couldn't hide my feelings for him and just let him do the talking.

C: Well

T: I'm sorry if you don't feel the same way I just I really -

I cut him off.

C: I really like you too, Troye.

T: Wait really?

C: Yes. Completely. No one has ever made me feel the way you make me feel.

T: Same, actually. Wow.

C: Soooo....

I knew he was going to ask me the question soon.

T: Soooo....

We stood there like awkward little teens on their first ever date with their lover.

C: So...

T: Do you, you know what. I'm just going to say it.

C: Say what, Tro?

T: Do you want to go out with me? You know, as like a pair? As a...couple?

He took me by surprise, but not at the same time.

C: YEAH I WILL - I mean UH, I would love to, yeah you really make me happy I just never though you would ask because someone like me doesn't get this kind of pers