Written By Me, Connor | (Tronnor)

togetherness

Last night we got intimate.

Wait, let me rewind.

You know how like two weeks ago Troye drove off crying?

He sent me this that night:

"Connor, love. I apologize for my behavior when I dropped you off. It was nothing personal at all. I only cried because seeing someone I'm so much in love with have to leave me, even if it was for a short time, breaks my heart. I wish we lived together. I can't go a day without you. Or an hour. Or a minute. Even a second. I love you so much Connor. Nothing will ever change that. I love you and will continue to tell you that forever."

I was at a loss for words. I didn't know what to do besides blush. I can't believe him.

He's my everything.

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But yeah, so that happened. Let's fast forward again.

Here we are, last night, around 11:30, hanging out at my place.

Yes. Troye surprised me at my place.

He brought flowers.

My favorite kind too.

The violets.

We watched TV for a while and just talked.

It was time for me to settle down and shut the lights off. I didn't know if Troye wanted to stay the night or not, so I asked.

He said yes.

I don't want to go into details of what happened last night, but all I will say is that when we laid down, we got closer and closer and soon, we were touching bodies.

His is perfect.

That sounds so weird of me, but you know what I mean right?

Like, you find someone that everything about them is perfect, even if they think it's a flaw.

Scars and all, you love them from head to toe.

Their personality is already great, and their looks are just a bonus.

That was Troye for me.

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There's a difference between having no innocence in an adult act, verses having some.

We stayed innocent, but still, shared an intimacy at a level that I didn't expect.

I throughly enjoyed it though.

What we did is my business, but I think you get an idea.

Wow, sounds like a hit and run.

I promise that it wasn't.

It was perfect.

He's definitely the one.

I feel closer to him than ever.

I'm so happy I can be myself around him.

He builds me up.

We build each other up.