Written By Me, Connor | (Tronnor)

nothing lasts

I quit my job today. I literally couldn't help it.

I texted Troye and told him just in case he went and tried to find me there; not like he would or anything but you get me.

None of my coworkers seemed upset that I was leaving. Isn't that sad? I've been thinking about that for a while actually.

Yeah I know they never cared about me in the first place, but it would be nice if they at least wished me farewell.

I think Jenn is still mad at me for finding her at the club, but I didn't even mean to. How would I know? I wonder how her relationship with that boy is going. I'm not asking though.

There've only been a few people that actually made me feel appreciated while I've lived here.

Especially Troye.

God, what did this kid do to me?

He's literally all that I think about. No lie. I am not sure how one person can consume another person's life that fast. It's quite scary. But he has a good effect on me. I've definitely been less sad lately, and created some goals and I am ambitious to complete them. I want to travel. I want to get more into the clothing industry. I want to get more involved in general.

Troye honestly came at such a good time in my life that I think at the end of all this, I'll need to thank him.

I miss him. I saw him a few days ago and texted him an hour ago. Is this even healthy?

As you can see, my thoughts are all over the place. Half of these entries are not in any form of order.

This, ladies and gentleman, is why you do not let a boy or girl of extreme attractiveness get in your way!

Not saying it's a bad thing at all though. It's honestly been the best thing that's happened to me.

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Like I said, this sadness is leaving my body. I didn't expect it to last forever, but it sure did feel like it. Tomorrow I plan on traveling somewhere. I kind of have all the time in the world to do so now...oops.

But, I would love to have someone to travel with.

Maybe I'll ask Troye.