Unforseen love

chapter 3

$$$$ Somewhere.....

##Payu's pov.

You will never think that I'll be here to love you again even when i know u cant be mine anymore but someone said that hope is the key of love.yeah that's right i found this everytime to stop thinking about you. God is dropping a piece of hope from heaven for me to love you again and again and that's why i still can't see the colours of rainbows and can't enjoy the fragrance of rose as well.

I have only reminisce the scene where that guy kiss my kitty. Only my god knows how much agonizing this thing is to see someone kiss my kitty. It's so painful but what is worst is that I never ever even tried to kiss him. Now I remorse my fault. My heart is aching each and every moment. I can feel my blood is being hot as if it's boiling like a hot water.

I can't be with my self now. First I have to see my kitty is engaged with someone else. It's not enough that Rain kiss him. How can Rain allow him to kiss. I know Rain I didn't love you back when you were crazily in love with me. I know I didn't be with you when you want to be with me so badly but I was hoping that after three years when you see me I can see some love that I always shown in your eyes back then but I couldn't see it.

You really moved on Rain?? Are you really going to leave me Rain?? Don't do this with me Rainy. My kitty I am so sorry that I found my feelings very lately. Give me one chance kitty. Please give me one chance. Come back with me kitty. I beg you please come back with me.

I was acrymoning with my self. How can I leave love of my life like that? I was touching that ring that been in my chain. I recall my memory thinking that this ring has my Kitty's touch. This ring has my touch of my Kitty's skin.

I am smirking just by thing this. Some rage is in my mind right now. I have speeding my car knowing nothing where that car is going. I want to clear my mind but I can't. I have only scenario infront of me that my kitty has kissed by someone. Someone who is his fiance now.

It is quick. It happens very fast so I am suddenly jarred with an enormous force. For me, I had a near head-on collision with another car. My window was open. The airbag went off at lightning speed. I can't remember the impact of the airbag. I only remember the smell of the dust that was emitted from the airbag. My eyeglasses were thrown out of the car. My feet had ripped through my flipflops having slammed on the brakes so hard. My knees hit the lower dash. The seatbelt slammed me back into my seat. My car recoiled from the impact, rolled me backwards off the road and into a field. I was in shock and my chest was aching from the impact of the seatbelt. The front of the car was demolished. Lots of cars pulled off the road to help. The fire department arrived and wrenched my door open, they lowered my seat and put me on a back board. I was crying . I have no family in the area. I was not aware of where the other car was.

My body fell to the ground, the warmth of life stolen by the cold embrace of death, blood rushing out of my open wounds and tainting the once pristine ground with the humor of one taken too soon. My chest laid still, no flickers of life or my usual innocence remaining in my bosom, a surefire sign that I am going to die soon.

I am going to die kitty. I just want to see you only once. Please come and just see me. Just one glance is enough for me kitty. I was not state of mind as if my eyes are closing. I am aware of this truth that I am dying without my kitty.

My eyes are being too heavy. It looks like nothing is going to work this time. I will be die within few minutes. I hope my kitty will be happy forever. Please be mine next time kitty.

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I can only feel some darkness in front of my eyes. It is so dark that I can't even think of pace. Am I dead? I can only see and feel darkness.