Yoko
Three weeks passed and Faye and I still haven't talked about my problem. The last time we talked about it she only said that I should honor my granpa's last wish. And if the marriage doesn't work just get a divorce and marry her. I told her that my fiancé is a woman and I don't want to be married to anyone else other than her. She smiled and kiss my forehead but didn't utter a single word.
I only have exactly 10 days. I've been planning the wedding with my mom saying that my fiancé doesn't want to meddle with anything and just let me do whatever I want she the only thing she wants is for me not to be there when our day came. I am thinking of doing it but my mom begged me not to. She said I will be happy with this marriage. But I want to be married to Faye nobody else. I know I only know her for a short period of time but I know deep in my heart that she's the only one I want to marry. I am thinking of asking her to marry me not just to escape this marriage but because I really love her. but I don't want Faye to think that I am only using her to escape this. I am currently trying a wedding dress when Faye video calls and ask me what I'm up to. I don't want to lie so I told her that I am now trying my wedding dress after I said that she said she has an urgent meeting to attend to. I know she's avoiding me. When I am out doing wedding preparations. She always said that she's busy. I know I am hurting her but I can't let her go. I want to spend more time with her as much as possible.
Days passed and I finished all the preparations need for the wedding and since the day Faye called me when I am trying my dress. I haven't talked to her properly. I really felt like she's avoiding me. I only have five more days to be free. I am planning on going on a trip with Faye and enjoy my last few days of freedom then I'll stop everything we have. So, I called her and ask her if she's busy and she said she just finish doing some papers. I asked her to come to my unit cos there's something I want to tell her. Faye said she'll be here in an hour and ask me if I want something. I told her I'll cook us dinner so no need to buy anything. When she came, I just finish preparing the table and we eat. We are currently resting on my living room when she asked me about the thing, I want to talk about so I told her that tomorrow we'll be going to Boracay. She asked me why so sudden. I told her that I want to get away before that dreadful day. She smiles and told me we can stay here at the condo. No need to go anywhere. We can shut our phone off. I look at her and asked her if that's what she wants. She said as long as I'm with her everything is perfect. My heart ache because of what she said. I know I can't be with her always so I want to spend my remaining time with her.
After our talk she said she needs to talk to her staff's and also her dad so someone can check on the company and café. And while she's busy I called my mom telling her that I will be unreachable in the next few days and just check on the restaurants and other business. I told her that I want to spend the rest of my free days with the person I love. She asks me not to run away. I told her I wont and I'll be ending everything Faye and I have. She apologizes and said goodbye.
The next day Faye and I put our gadgets on my bedside drawer. And we just enjoy our time together. We went to the super market and buy some snacks, drinks and some groceries. After that we went to buy different types of board games and some cards that we can play together. After that we went to her condo and decided to binge watch Gap the Series while drinking some beer. My emotions were all over the place. Because of the story but I am happy because in the end they still end up together. Faye hugged me and guide me to her room. She lay me down and went out to get some towels. She wipes my whole body and change my clothes. Then she went to take a shower and lay beside me.