Yoko
Today is my wedding day and I am currently waiting for the hairdresser to fix my hair. Cos she's a little late but I don't give a damned cos I don't want to get married anyway. I haven't spoken to Faye since the day we parted. I always try to call her but her phone it's always off. I want to tell her that I want to run away with her but I can't cos I cannot reach her. I tried messaging her on all her social media accounts. But I think her socials are all deactivated.
The hairdresser and make-up artist came and they fixed my hair and make-up. They told me I look really pretty. I thanked them. Then they proceeded on saying my wife is lucky to have a beautiful bride like me. I just gave them a tight-lipped smile. They seem to get that I don't want to talk about it so they just continue on what they are doing till they are finish.
I was held by my hand by my mother while waiting for the door of the church to open. While waiting she thanked me for not running away and didn't ruin our family's name. I told her I left the woman I love dearly because of this and I was a crying mess. She held my hand and apologize. I just scoffed and told her how I wished I'd get to marry the person I truly love. She apologized again. I wiped my tears and I told her to start this wedding so I can stop pretending that I am happy. She just looked at me tears welled up in her eyes. Then she signaled the coordinator to open the door.
I was walking with my mother by my side. And I saw woman I am marrying. I think she's a little shorter than Faye and a little chubbier. She's looking at me like she just won a jackpot. I just look at without even smiling. I don't want to be rude but right now all I am feeling is pain. I reached the altar and my mother gave me away.
She took my hand and we walk towards the priest to get married. The priest is talking but my mind is on Faye. How I wish she's the one I am marrying. I cried when I said I do and when the priest said you may kiss the bride. I turn my head so she would kiss me on the cheeks. She just smiled and we walk out of the Church to go to the reception.
When we're on our way to the reception my wife tried talking to me till we arrive at the reception but I only give her a short answer to her every question. When we got seated, I told her my head is pounding and I can't go around to thank the visitors. She said she'll explain to everyone about the situation. I just thanked her and continue drinking.
After the celebration we went straight to the hotel and my wife initiate some romantic gestures. I told her nothing will happen between the two of us and she should just go to sleep. She looked at me eyes filled with sadness but I didn't give a damn. I don't even know her. I just met her 5 hours ago. I left her and went to the bar inside the hotel.
I called Becky to ask her if Faye had already contacted her. At first, she didn't want to say anything cos she know that I was already married and she didn't want to be the reason for her broken marriage but I beg for her to answer. She said she just got off the phone with Faye and she also begs me not to hurt Faye more cos Faye is also facing her own problem. I told her I love Faye and I want to be with Faye. She told me to let Faye go cos I am already married. I just cried then I told her I'll call Faye and I end the call
I called Faye and she finally answered. Faye, I miss you. I love you. I want to go to you right now but I know I can't. Faye is just listening to me while I cry. Then she talks and told me she's not in the Philippines anymore. She went to Thailand to get away from me cos if she didn't leave country, she would have probably stopped the wedding. I told her how I wish she did that so that I can come with her anywhere in the world. I heard her cry. Then she told me she's getting married the next day so we need to end whatever we have with each other then she ended the call. I try calling her again to ask if what she said was true. but her phone is already off.
I called Becky again to ask her if what Faye told me was true. She said it is and She's Marrying my cousin Freen. She also told me that Freen was her girlfriend but sadly Freen broke up with her because both Faye and Freen are also in an arranged marriage. I ended the call crying. I drink some more then I decided to go back to my room and I cry as I saw my wife sleeping on the couch knowing that Faye and I can never be with each other again. I washed up and lay down in bed. I put my earbuds on and listen to Faye's recording while till I fell asleep crying.
The End
Sorry na agad
Thank you for reading
I love you all My Bebe's
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