This story finally reached its end.
Thank you for being with me in this new journey.
See you to the next journey!
Also, thank you for supporting me after
being inactive for a year due to school projects and personal reasons. I will be forever grateful!
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Dear Feona,
When I died I only want you to forgive me for killing your parents that's why I do not want to come in the light. I was not ready to show up because I saw you crying in pain. I blamed myself for causing you that pain. Ang tagal bago ako nagkaroon ng lakas na loob lumapit sayo, it took months. I was shocked when you see me.
Noong araw na yun ay balak ko lang magpakilala sayo at sabihin kung ano ang nangyari sa mga magulang mo, kung bakit sila namatay. Pero nagbago ang balak ko. I saw you crying that day so my plan now is to make you smile. I can't bear looking at you crying. Paano pa kapag sinabi ko ang nangyari sa kanila, baka mas lalo ka lang umiyak. I decided to get close with you. I talked to you like I am still a human. I never told you I was a ghost. Ayaw kong matakot ka sa akin.
My plan is to get the forgiveness I need but I did not expect to fall in love with you. You're beautiful, kind, and understanding but I saw something to you. I saw a woman who is brave, trying to be happy despite the pain you are experiencing, a hardworking teacher who only wants a better future for her students. Those things made me fall in love with you more.
I was happy when you danced with me under the rain and I am the happiest when you married me. I am forever grateful to have you, Feona.
I am writing this letter while crying because I know we don't have a longer time together. Tapos nag-away pa tayo kanina. I am mad for making you feel bad. Feona, I have a lot of dream for us. Nalulungkot ako na lahat ng iyon ay hindi natin magagawa kasi wala na ako.
I dream of having a family with you. I dream of marrying you for real. I dream of living in our dream house. Ang dami, sa sobrang dami nila ay hanggang pangarap nalang pala ang mga yun. Ang feelingero ko palang mangarap ng mga ganoon when I know we can't do those things.
The greatest gift of God is you. I only asked for a forgiveness but He gave me a woman who will accept me for who I am—for being a ghost. Grabe yung kabaitan na binigay niya sa akin 'no? Hinayaan niya akong makilala ka. Hinayaan niya akong magmahal kahit na multo na ako. He truly loves me even though I have a sin.
I thanked Him for giving me an understanding and lovable wife.
Feona, thank you for accepting me, for loving me unconditionally, and for letting me to love you. I am sorry if I hide the things about your parents. Ayaw ko kasing tumatak sa isip mo na minahal mo yung taong pumatay sa kanila. I hope you can forgive me.
Ang dami kong gustong sabihin pero hindi yun mae-express ng simpleng mga words lang. Just always remember that I love you. I hope I made you feel that I love you before I leave.
Feona, sorry for leaving you. I may leave you today but I will make sure not to leave you in our next life. I promise that I will stay beside you till I die. Hahanapin kita sa susunod na buhay. Naniniwala akong magkikita pa tayo dahil hanggang sa susunod na buhay ay dala-dala ko ang pagmamahal natin sa isa't-isa.
Don't forget the love we have for each other. Find me in another life, Feona. For now, let the spirit of my love be with you.
See you in another life.
Love,
Kaizen
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Spirit of Love
Короткий рассказYou are impossibly be with a man you love because you know his a ghost but you still fell in love with him. The love you have could only end with tragedy and all you have to do is to feel the spirit of his love.
