Great another year of torcher from Jane. A girl in the year below me who wants me to kiss her ass and make me feel weak. She used to be from the same school as me, she transferred to Fuyashi High with me just to make me feel bad and feel out of use. How can I end this pain huh is it my fault? Why,why won't she just let me be? Everyday I walk to school hang out with my friends, then she shows up and ruins my life by yelling insults towards me. What makes me constantly her target? Why does she enjoy my pain. Why does Jane want me to feel even worse? On the up side from things one girl makes me feel better, her name is Nikita. Is there any point in making me feel worse then she does. She's just a bitch that deserves to be expelled from this school.
Just
one
little
slip
and all this pain will be over. Just one and i'll snap at her and her life will be ended. Just one tiny little slip and I'll end this pain, forever. I just need one thing, just one tiny thing and It'll all be ended. "All this can be ended if you find the right people to be in your life." Who are you I can't see anyone. "I am your innerself, I am simply your consciousness
that little voice in the back of your head." "You don't need to kill yourself because of one thing your life will get better you know." What makes you think I was going to do something as stupid as that all I was going to do was make Jane feel more bad than I do. "I can help you accomplish your goal," yells another voice in Ame's head. And who the hell are you? "I'm your anger, come to me and I'll make you end all your suffering, all that pain she's caused you, join...up...with...me." My emotions are always like this what one's coming up next
"Join
me
instead
you know who I am right? I'm your happiness the one that'll make you no longer feel this pain." Why are you all coming after me just leave me alone! I don't want any help from you! I'm my own person you aren't my inner beings. You are my Inner Demons, now fuck off and leave me alone before I make you fuck off.
And so that was the start of my painful journey, my journey into who I am now. No one knows how I feel or why I feel this way, especially not Jane, that bitch doesn't know anything
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Sticks and Stones: The Love I Could Never Have
Teen FictionWARNING ALTHOUGH THIS IS LOOSELY BASED OFF OF MY LIFE ALL CHARACTERS AND ALL EVENTS ARE COMPLETELY FICTIONAL!!!!!!!!! An average highschool student called Ame transfers to a new school called Fuyashi High in hopes of getting away from bullying but h...
