Chapter 9: Leaving Insanity

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"YOU FOOL AME, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE! STOP TRYING TO GIVE UP ON HER! YOU SAID IT YOURSELF SHE'S THE ONE FOR YOU."
SHUT IT, LEAVE ME ALONE. I CREATED YOU AND I CAN EASILY DESTROY YOU IF I WANTED!
"Calm down both of you! That's enough!" Love said
TELL HIM TO SHUT UP, IT'S MY DECISION IF I WANT TO MOVE ON OR NOT, NOT YOURS!
"Stay out of this Love just stay out of it."
I control myself, not you.
"I am you! I knew you when you we're born Ame, LEARN! I AM YOU! I DECIDE WHAT'S FOR THE BEST!"
Ame begins to shout. NO YOU DON'T, I AM IN CONTROL NOT YOU, I ALONE CREATED YOU
"No, I was always there Ame, even as you didn't know. I'm always there, that little voice in the back of your head."
I...CREATED YOU AS THIS! I WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO CONTROL ME ANY MORE DEMON!
"If that's how you think of me then why don't I go into a demon form?"
YOU ARE REALLY PUSHING MY TEMPER! SHUT YOUR MOUTH LET ME DO WHAT I WANT TO DO!
"You really want me gone don't you Ame? Is that what little baby Ame wants?"
THAT'S IT, WITH ALL THE POWER I HAVE I EXPEL YOU FROM THIS WORLD!
"No Ame waiiiiiiiiiiiiitttttttttt." Ame's inner conscience is erased from Ame's imagination and is put somewhere else.

There now we might be able some peace and quiet while I do the most important things in life as I leave my insanity behind.
"What are you talking about Ame?" lovee said.
I'm saying, you guys have helped me...all of you but, I think it's time I leave all of you guys. It's time you are not my persona's but go back to normal emotions.
"B-but Ame are you sure? Is his really what you want to do?"
Yes love, it's for the best, I accept you as being my strongest emotion or my strongest fear sometimes.
"Ame, I understand why you want this but still, isn't having multiple persona's make you who you are?"
No, you see I created you guys to help me with the pain I was going through. You guys did your job so now you guys need to go back to your real form, my emotions.
"Okay Ame, if that's what you want. I'll gather the rest of us.
Thanks, I'll never forget you, all of you.


Love goes and retrieves all of his emotions. They all wonder what is going on.
Listen...all of you, I'm sorry to say this but because I'm over Nikita, I don't really need different persona's to help me but, you're guys' effort and help for me was amazing. It's painful for me to say this but, you guys must return back to what you were, emotions and nothing else. Especially you Love, you helped me through this and now you must be broken.
"No Ame, I'm fine...I understand it's for a good cost."
"Don't be expecting anything from me, you got that Ame...I made you from your anger, I am your anger," Ame's anger said.
Wasn't planning on expecting a thing, afterall you're the one who makes me get hurt the most. What was the one quote? Ah yes it was from Buddah "Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned..."
"So you finally figured it out huh."
Yeah, I guess I have figured it out.
"Well...congratulations on getting over Nikita, if she was causing you massive amounts of pain because she wasn't dating you."


Well...goodbye guys...




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