Sticks and Stones: The Love I Could Never Have

Chapter 3: Experiences

"So Ame, I guess you'll never be able to go out with Nikita as long as she's with me you loser." Jane would did you say, really don't piss me off today, you're the weakest person I know so far. First you pick on me in real life and talk behind my back and insult me and then you go and make fun of me online if you don't want killed or hurt I suggest you leave me alone you bitch!

"So you think swearing's gonna help your skinny anorexic ass, think again as long as Nikita's my friend as well she'll believe in everything I say to her and as for you, you've only been her friend for  year so she'll never trust you as much as she trusts me." SHUT IT! SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH YOU BITCH! SHE'S SEEN WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO SHIZUE! HER BEST FRIEND!

I'm OFFERING YOU ONE FINAL CHANCE JANE! LEAVE ME ALONE OR ELSE! "Ha your reactions are priceless, as far as I'm concerned if I hate you the whole squad I have hates you, I control most of your "Friends" including the one you love, Nikita." "If I pretend to cry and say Ame hurt me and he told the teacher I did something to him that I didn't do she'll believe me because I've been her friend for two years."

"And as for you, ha you've been her friend for a little less then a year and you're in the year above her." Age and year don't matter Jane, I love her sure but I need to protect her from you, you crazy bitch. I'll be the last person you ever see on this world. "Is that supposed to be a threat Ame because it won't work you can't kill me especially if you want Nikita to love you."

"Oh and as for your science career, you'll never make it as a scientist, from what your science teacher tells us about you." SHUT THE HELL UP JANE! YOU DON't KNOW ME AND YOU DON'T KNOW MY SCIENCE TEACHER! YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW MY GRADES YOU BITCH! "Oh sure I know your science teacher, he's our year head, Dr. Dewitt isn't it?"

Ame's anger gets to him and he starts growling and snarling like a wolf. Listen here Jane, you know how I'm like so why are you doing this? Why are you bullying me, are you jealous or something? "Hmph I'll leave that decision up to you Ame. You ask yourself what could I ever be jealous of you for?" You need to learn not to be such a horrible bitch and leave me alone, I didn't do a thing to you.

"Is that so you anorexic loser, you need to eat more so that you can thicken up, you're practically skin and bone." SHUT...THE...FUCK...UP THIS IS THE REASON WHY I'M DEPRESSED YOU REALISE THAT DON'T YOU JANE BUT YOU'RE TOO MUCH OF A PUSSY TO ADMIT TO YOURSELF AND YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU'VE MADE ME A DEPRESSED PIECE OF SHIT!

FIRST YOU START SAYING I'LL NEVER GET A CHANCE WITH NIKITA AND THEN YOU GO AND START MAKING FUN OF MY WEIGHT LOSS, FIRST YOU SAID I PROBABLY USE SLIM PILLS AND THEN YOU START CALLING ME ANOREXIC! LEARN FOR ONCE THE PAIN YOU'VE CAUSED ME, LEARN! "Because it's true Ame you used to be super fat and within a couple months you lose a bunch of weight."

LEARN JANE, QUIT BEING SO NAIVE, YOU KNOW THERE ARE OTHER WAYS OF LOSING WEIGHT, BY GODS IF YOU WEREN'T A GIRL I'D BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU! "What's stopping you huh, go ahead do it and wait for the police to come and NIkita seeing you do it." Ame couldn't stop his anger from being let out. He knew he couldn't punch a girl so instead he let out his anger on a wall instead as soon as he left from Jane.

"Ame, what happened to your hand?" Nikita said. Ame had to hide his anger from Nikita. Oh it's nothing Nikita just lets say, things happened. "But what specifically happened Ame, I need to know you're hurt." Nikita if I told you you'd probably hate me for it. Even if you say you're not on anyone's side.

"Is it about Jane again? What'd she do to you?" N-Nothing she didn't do anything to me for my hands to get hurt .I did it myself, I got angry with her and rather then letting it out on her I let it out on the wall near my house. "What'd she do to make you angry though?" Well, she started making fun of me because of my weight loss and because I love you.

She started saying stuff like "I need to eat more to thicken up because I'm skin and bone," and that as long you're her friend we'll never go out she told me she'd make sure of it, as well she said her "Squad" of friends hate me because she hates me and that she has most of my friends under her control. I'm not saying that because I'm just as bad, I called her things too.

"Like what things Ame?" Basic stuff I told her to fuck off and that she was being a bitch to me. I think  I  may've said something out loud that was meant to be in my head. "What was it Ame?" Well uh, I might as well tell you or she'll be biased and tell you the wrong things about what I've said. Here it goes basically I said I'd kill her one day, I guess I got a little to angry and said that.

I also said if she wasn't a girl I'd beat her up, because that's what guys do to other guys. "Oh jeez Ame you really need to get control of your anger, it might make you have less of a chance to go out with me, you should talk to a teacher about it." Nikita, I just want you to know no matter what I do I still hope we can be friends, I mean you've seen what Jane's done to Shizue.

"Yeah but I still don't want you to go and do something you regret." In that case Nikita I need a hug, because after I get angry I get depressed and I focus on being depressed and then more anger. It's just so hard to control my anger especially when I get bullied. "Fine Ame one hug and that's it remember I have work to do as well." Oh she also said she has you under her control.

"I'm not under anyone's fucking control!" don't tell her about our conversation we had she'll just lie to you because well, if I have to admit you can be kind of naive at times. "Well Ame, don't let her get you down, remember I said I'm just not mature enough or ready to date yet, maybe sometime in the future possibly my fourth year or my fifth year that's if you don't loose your feelings towards me." Trust me Nikita, I won't, besides I've been going after you for a year now.