My Grumpy Boyfriend | heejake

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"I've never felt like 'Home' in this house, whenever I see that person, a part of me wants to kill him..But I can't. Why she had to leave me alone with this monster, I missed her more than ever. I've been alone since I was a kid, with no friends...no Family."

"I remembered how i spent my days crying in my room and missing her, i haven't smiled happily after her death. I remember the days I was all alone in the house, and he make out with other womans in the club. I was just a kid to realise how d*ckhead he is, and I hate him so much for what he's done."

...........

Heeseung was going towards his room but his father stopped him. He closed his eyes with dissapointment
and then turns around slowly.

His expression was lifeless, his eyes betraying the disappointment and anger he felt towards his father.

"Where have you been?" he asked, his voice gruff and commanding.

"I was busy with some college assignments. I was working on a project with Sunghoon, and it ran late."

His father raised an eyebrow on his explanation. "College assignments, huh?" he said, his tone doubtful.
"You expect me to believe that you were working on some college project this late at night?"

"I swear, it's the truth," heeseung said, trying to sound convincing. "Sunghoon and I have a big project due soon, and we couldn't finish it during the day because of our classes."

His father looked him up and down,
Heeseung started to walk towards his room, but his father stopped him.

"Where do you think you're going?" he asked with a scowl. "I didn't tell you you could leave."

"I'm tired and sleepy. Can I just go to my room?" he replied coldly.

His father sneered. "You think you can just leave whenever you want, huh? Not in my house. And don't think I don't know about those boys you've been spending time with. Jake and Sunoo, right?"

Heeseung froze, "How... how do you know about them?" he muttered, his voice betraying the hint of fear he felt.

His father chucked bitterly. "Don't play dumb with me," he replied. "I have my ways of finding things out. And I know all about those boys you've been hanging out with. Jake and Sunoo. What kind of name is that anyway?"

Heeseung feeling a mixture of anger and helplessness. Of course his father had found out about Jake and Sunoo. He had eyes and ears everywhere. "What's wrong with them?" he asked defiantly. "They're my friends."

His father's expression darkened. "They're not just your friends, are they?" he said in a cold tone.

"I know what you are, son. I know about your... predilections. And I'm not going to let you ruin my respect in front of everyone by being a gay."

He knew exactly what his father was implying, and it made him furious.

"You don't know anything." he said through clenched teeth. "They're just my friends. Just because they're boys doesn't mean anything."

His father sneered at his words.
"Oh really?" he said sarcastically. "And what exactly do you think i don't know? Because i know exactly what you are. And if you think i'm going to let you ruin my reputation, then you're wrong."

He looked at heeseung with a disdain "I've seen the way you look at that boy, Jake." he said, his voice filled with disgust. "And it's not just ordinary friendship. There's a hunger in your eyes for him, a perverse desire. It's not natural, son. It's shameful."

Heeseung felt his face burn with shame and anger. He couldn't believe he was speaking to him this way, like he was some kind of abomination.

"It's not like that" he protested, his voice rising. "Jake is just a friend. Nothing more. And even if he was more than a friend, it's none of your business."

"So now this gay is arguing with me? It's shameful and Sinful. You think I'm just going to sit here and let you ruin my reputation?" he said, his tone scathing. "And if people find out about it, they'll judge you. They'll judge me.

Heeseung clenched his fists, feeling the anger and frustration bubbling up inside him.

"I don't fucking care what people think," he growled. "It's my life, and I'll live it the way I want to. If I want to date a guy, I'll date a guy. You can't stop me."

Heeseung stormed up the stairs to his room, anger coursing through his veins. He slammed the door shut behind him and locked it. cutting off his dad's voice from the other side.

He collapsed onto his bed and buried his face in his pillow, muffling his frustrated scream,

he lay in his bed for a while, his mind racing with thoughts. He knew that his father had connections with the college principal.

He thought about talking to Jake, but he didn't want to put him in any danger. At the same time, he didn't want to distance himself from jake either. He was stuck between his friendship and the threat of his father.

It was already midnight, but he didn't sleep yet, he thought about the past few months with Jake, the moments in the library, the conversations in the cafe, the way his heart fluttered every time he looks at jake.

"Why am I thinking this?"  he thinks inwardly."Do I really like him? I don't know..."

but...

"maybe I do."

He tried to sleep but he can't, he picked up his phone and message sunghoon.

[ Idiottt ]

Heeseung:
....
i can't sleep
are you sleeping
*sent a sticker*

Idiottt:
Why r u texting me at 1am
i'm sleepy bye

Heeseung:
noooo wait
i want to tell you something

Idiottt:
what??
did smth happen

Heeseung:
yeah, he found out about jake
and he threatened
to do smth if I don't
stay away from him
he thinks that i like him and..
called me shameful

Idiottt:
That bastard, can i kill him
and wait, you actually like jake?

Heeseung:
Ahh, idk...
maybe i do
but i can't bring myself to
stay away from him
i can't even tell him about this

Idiottt:
wdym ydk?
ydk about your feelings?
then do u want me to tell him

Heeseung:
Fuck Noo
i'm not sure if i like him..
and he's prolly be straight i think

Idiottt:
lmao
and...what if he likes you back😏

Heeseung:
No No No Noooo
shut up bitch
now tell me how will i
talk to him tomorrow

Idiottt:
Just tell him that yo dad is
a certified mf and he restricts
you to talk with jake

Heeseung:
I CAN'T
i don't want him to worry

Idiottt:
i get it, but you also can't keep this
to yourself forever just tell him
that your dad is really strict and doesn't want you hanging out with new friends for a while
don't mention anything about your feelings or wtvr just make up an excuse

Heeseung:
i think thats a good idea
that way, he won't worry

Idiottt:
Dude, don't beat yourself up
too much about it
you're just trying to protect jake from your dad's threats it's not like you're lying or smth.

Heeseung:
hmm you're right...thanks🫂
love you mwah
goodnight🚶

Idiottt:
Eww gross💀

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