Ouch: i'm still not over you

now i drown

sobbing to the secrets 

as the truth attacks

no you wouldn't do something-

something 

like that

it must've been me

all in my head

the words were so gentle-

the words that

you said

it must've been feelings 

that blinded my gaze

wounded and stuck-

so stuck in

a maze

thought i was insane

a wrong sense of right

bleeding for you

for you were

my fight

and now i lie 

awake in the night

so numb now i drown

in these oceans

i cry.