Ouch: i'm still not over you

you'll never understand

maybe the scars on my back weren't so old

and maybe you never imagined i told

that someday they'd catch you, the knife in your hand

and i'll say you'll never understand

but something was off in the look in your eyes

the vibrance was drained in the shade of the sky

it's never okay when my hopes are too high

and i blame myself, fell in love with a lie

they say that i'll never see you again

but shadows remind me of hands on my skin

and i feel your breath in the heat of the wind

i'm begging and screaming get out of my head