Ouch: i'm still not over you

sometimes

sometimes i hate you 

and i don't know why

sometimes i love you 

and you make my soul fly

sometimes you smile at me 

when my hair flows in the breeze

and sometimes i wish the rivers of time 

would solidify and freeze

sometimes i want you, 

sometimes i cant sleep

sometimes i replay over and over 

our memories on repeat

sometimes i go insane 

at the mere thought of you

sometimes i hate that i feel this way 

even when i don't want to