dirt and grime

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excuse me for not being in the right mind

or for wasting your time

but you go me under

dirt and grime

just so for you

i could shine


excruciating and raw

watch me dissolve

and melt into thick wax

cause now

i can't relax

without losing track

of the time

of how long

you've spent in my mind

dirt and grime


excuse me for

these scars you see

on my arms so red

i stab myself each night

and keep buckets that  i've bled

to paint 

you

but now the blood on the canvas

has turned blue

and brown 

overwhelmed by the sound

of my walls

because i've drowned 


under 

dirt and grime


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