Ouch: i'm still not over you

now that you're gone

things are okay over here

they never were

-but you were always around

you filled me up 

I couldn't think

when crying on the ground

"things have been better"

I tell myself a lot

since you left I found the time

to untie the knot

wrapped around 

around my heart

you ripped and tugged and pulled and squeezed

I adored you all my heart

but since you're gone

and now that you're gone

I have nothing left

of insanity, profanity

no longer so obsessed