Ouch: i'm still not over you

i wonder

i wonder what you think of me

now, now that you know

do i haunt you in your sleep?

did i shatter all you know?

i wonder if you sit and stare

at walls and wonder why

i wonder if you even care

you wrecked my teenage life

i wonder if i even mattered

if i meant shit to you

i wonder if you breath had shattered

when they said i told the truth

the braver soldier exposed the lie

of a cryptic fool: emotional homicide