Falling For Her Again (Sequel to Falling For a HorseShifter)

Chapter 22

*4 weeks later*

Joyce POV:

Im affraid. Im loosing my feelings for Michael. I dont know how?! But it just happens. My horse also doesnt have that connection as strong as it was. Its slowly fading away. I keep on trying with Michael but Im affraid Ill have to give up. I loved him with all my heart but the feelings are complete gone. How can that happen?! Why Im getting feelings for Justin and my feelings for Michael fade away.

Michael just came home of a long day. He must felt that something wasnt right. He walked to me and kissed me deeply. I kissed back to show him that Im trying not to loose him. "How is my girl?" He asked smiling. I couldnt answer correctly, but I answered. "Im fine. I was about to go to Justin. He asked me to hang out." I said and I saw his face change. "I said you must not see him!" He exclaimed. I rolled my eyes. "You know I love you Michael." I said and pecked his lips when I walked off. Part of what I said was a lie. Im really loosing that spark we had when we kissed. Can it be possible that two mates dont have feelings anymore for eachother?

I walked outside amd shifted into my horse. Was a long time ago the last time I shifted. I galloped through the forrest to Justins house, not knowing Justin stood outside washing his car. He saw my white horse and the shifting. Shit. He walked to me when I saw he stood there. "You are Mystic?! My old Jumphorse?! Are you a horseshifter?!" He said surprising. I nodded. "Yes I am a horseshifter and Im the horse you rode." I said and felt guilty not telling him. "Its okay you didnt tell me. It must stay a secret." He said and he hugged me.

We walked inside and did alot of fun stuff, like videogames, swimming and watching a movie. We had alot of fun. I stood up of the couch after the movie ended and Justin saw that something was wrong. I walked to the pool and sat down with my feet in the water. Justin sat down next to me. "Whats wrong beautifull?" He asked worried and I looked him in the eyes. "Well, as a horseshifter you have a soulmate and that one is chosen by the moongoddess. The couple will stay forever together." I explained and he looked at me in a confusing way. "Ill explain further, in normal life then. Is it strange to loose feelings for your one true love and getting feelings for a friend?" I said and he looked at me. "I dont know. It can definately happen." He said and looked at me in a way, that my horse was screaming for him. I calmed her luckily. "Well, Ill tell you why I ask this." I said and took a deep breath. "Well, Im loosing feelings for Michael, and Im getting very strong feelings for you." I said and looked down. He raised my head with his hand. "Joyce, believe it or not, Im also getting big feelings for you. You are that friend I talked about the other night." He said and scooted closer. He cupped my cheek and leaned in. When he captured my lips in a kiss, I heared my horse neigh in delight and felt the sparks everywhere. My horse ears catch something and I pull away. "Sorry Jus, but Mystic picks some sound up." I said and stood up. I silently walked to the side of the house and there I saw KITT standing. HOLY SHIT NOW I HAVE A HUGE PROBLEM. "Sorry Justin but Michael saw and heard everything. I have to go and take care of this." I said and he kissed me one more time. I pulled away quick and ran out of the door and saw Michael speed away in KITT. I shifted as quick as I could and ran after him.

I finally could track him in the forrest and cut him off. I got him cornered in a cave. I saw that he had cried. I shifted and walked to KITT. Michael stepped out. "How could you not tell me this!" He said crying. I wanted to touch him but he was like a wild mustang and stepped back. "Michael, Im so sorry but I cant help that my feelings are fading away for you. I know you hate me now." I said cracking up. "Joyce, thats why I didnt want you to be with him! I knew you would fall for him!" He said crying. He suddenly stepped forward and kissed me with all his love. But I didnt feel anything. I pulled away and looked down. "Im sorry Michael. Im going home and pack my stuff." I said crying and walked away. I shifted and ran back home.

When I came home I already saw KITT standing there. I walked to him and felt the tears fall. "Im so sorry KITT." I said and I wanted to walk away but KITT didnt let me. "I know you lost feelings for him. I could see it already when you were back from Justin the first time." He said and I nodded. "I hope you can save Michael from breaking down. Im getting my stuff and pack everything." I said sniffling.

I walked in and ran upstairs. I packed my stuff and walked with everything downstairs. There I find a miserable Michael crying. I saw he turned away not wanting to see me leave. I walked outside and walked to Danger. I saddled him with my stuff and mounted him. I rode past KITT. "Take care of Michael please. Im taking Danger with me." I said to KITT. "Take care Joyce. We'll miss you." He said and I rode off.

Michaels POV:

I had followed Joyce to Justins house and heard and also seen what happened. I think Joyce had heard KITT cause suddenly she saw me. I drove off. I had cried so much when I saw what she had said. I fucking knew that this would happen. That Im loosing her over a stupid worldstar. I cant believe I lost her. I loved her with all my heart.

When she cut me off amd cornered me in, I was surprised. I stepped out crying. I was a mess. She told me that I would hate her. I CANT HATE HER. I love her to bits. I cant let her go. But Im affraid I have to.

When I drove home KITT was quiet. I stepped out and ran inside. When I heard Joyce pack her stuff I couldnt see it. I was miserable. I kept crying and crying. I heard her leave. And that was it I guess. I lost my soulmate and the love of my life. I dont see a point in living anymore. Im worthless without her. I cant live without Joyce.