Falling For Her Again (Sequel to Falling For a HorseShifter)

Chapter 18

Joyce POV:

Its been a few months after the Mystery Girl thing. Michael is acting cool about it, and so do I. Damon is with his friends today and he will come home later. Im busy with Danger, he needs his daily exercise.

Lately Michael is acting different again. He isnt himself. Me and my horse know that somethings wrong, but we cant fugure out what. Im lunging Danger when Michael and KITT are coming home from work. I call Danger to me and walk to the fence. I saw Michaels face. He didnt look happy at all. "Wait here, Ill bring Danger to his stable. Then we can talk." I said and I brought him to his stable. I walked back and I saw the look in Michaels eyes. I leaned against KITT. "Michael, whats wrong. Me and my mare feel it." I said. He walked to me and he pulled me in his arms. He kissed me deeply and pulled away. He caressed my cheek. "Joyce, Im going to work with one of my exes. She still has feelings for me. And, I kinda too." he said confessing. I took his hand away. "What?!" I said. My horse became furious and came to the surface. "Im sorry Joyce." he said. When he wanted to touch me I stepped back. "And now? Dont tell me you are gonna do it right?" I said on the edge of shifting. Then I heard the answer I never wanted to hear. "Joyce, Im gonna take it. Otherwise, I can loose my job at FLAG." He said. I felt my eyes turn into brown. "Okay, fine. But I wont be here." I said and calmed my horse down. I walked inside, but Michael stopped me. "Dont you dare to leave. Joyce I love you more than anything." he begged. "Then never told me this." I hissed. I walked to the kitchen, and felt tears fall. I heard Michael standing there. "Joyce, let me explain." he started but I cut him off sharply. "I cant take this anymore. Youre always away, we broke up multiple times. This isnt gonna work. Im going back to my old herd. We are over. Mates or not. Im done." I spat and I walked past him. I walked to the bedroom and got some clothes. I put it in a little backpack. I lay the picture of me and Michael down and see him walk in. "Joyce please dont leave." he said on the edge of crying. I shook my head. "This isnt working, already from the start. Im leaving and you wont see me again." I said and I took the backpack and walked downstairs. It hurts me and my horse but she agreed with leaving. I walk out of the house and shift. I look back one more time and I gallop away in the darkness.

After three hours I see my old herd grazing in the moonlight. I rear amd neigh that Im home. Everybody looks up and my parents neigh too. I gallop downstairs and shift in front of them. They shifted too. "Hey mom, hey dad." I said and hugged them. Everybody was glad to see me. I also was glad to be back. We talked with eachother alot. But I felt Michael was mindlinking me. I blocked it completely.

Michaels POV:

What Ive done? Why I have to be so fuckin stupid! I felt the tears fall from my eyes. She was right. This isnt working. I will have to get over her. Like she said: mates or.not, this isnt working, already from the start. I go with my hands through my hair. She knew that something was wrong. She fuckin knew it. I cant blame her, shes a horseshifter. I cant deny the mission, otherwise Ill lose KITT and my job. But now Ive lost something more important. I just lost a part of my life. The love of my life.

I stood up and saw Damon coming home. What should I say to him! I cant say:"Sorry boy but your mom is gone." That would be heartless. Damon also knew. "Where is mom?" he asked. I sighed. "We wont see her anymore." I said sadly. "Dad what happened?!" he said scared. "Damon, we broke up. This time its forever." I explained and swallowed the lump in my throat. He sat down. "Why?" he said crying. I held.up my shoulders. "She is back to her old herd. You can visit her when you want." I said and I stood up.

I walked to KITT and he knew it too. "I saw Joyce leave, with a backpack. You scewed it up, AGAIN!" he said mad. I sighed. "Were now broken up forever KITT, you wont see her again." I said. I sat down in him. "Michael, you are going to work with Kate, and you are sticking to your work?! Joyce is more important than anything. She is your life." he said almost screaming. "I know KITT, and now I lost it forever." I said and I sighed sadly. Ill have to move on, but how?

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Iknow, I havent wrote a chap for this one in a while, so here you go :).

I hope you all.like it.