TW: Self-deprecating thoughts, attempted/implied SH
Solars leg was bouncing at a fast pace too,
Nothing was ok,
Nothing was how he wanted it to be.
Nothing was perfect
I'm going to be scrapped
He thought
I'm not useful I want to stay They won't let me if I'm not perfect!
He scratches his head, his rays as well
Deep Deep in Thought Thankfully A friend was about to show up
Sun walked up to the theatre from the daycare what a shift the yellow one spoke, Although Sun was more of a yellowy-bage colour then pure yellow
Solar said we were hanging out today! Can't wait for that
Sun enters the theatre and sees Solar sitting at his desk, shaking
"Solar?" Sun spoke to solar his voice was muffled, like Sun was in a different room and to Solar, he was.
Solar reached up behind his head where their main wires were, it started
tugging at them, trying to rip them out
who cares! I'll be decommissioned anyway Solar thought
as they tried to remove its wiring
"Solar!" Sun walked around the desk and carefully removed Solars hands from his head Sun looked at him sadly.
"It's ok, calm down." Sun spoke softly, patting Solar's shoulders with his hand, holding both Solar's hands with the other one
"Easy"
"Eeaaasssyyyy"
"In for 3, hold, good job, out for 3, hold, you got it"
Sun kept repeating the same thing over and over which allowed Solar to calm down Sun removed his hand from Solar as Solar put their hands on its head
"Shit- sorry Sun, I didn't mea-" before Solar could finish that sentence Sun hug him
"It's ok Solar, it's ok, im glad you calmed down, tho I want you to know, you can let it out, I'm right here"
That last line
That final line
Was all it took
Solar started sobbing, proper going, all the years spent bottling it up was gone, He started crying, and honestly didn't see an end to it It's ok tho, Sun was there, Not his Sun exactly but someone he loved just as dearly
"T-thank you Sunny, sorry you had to deal with me...."
"It's ok! You aren't a bother, you never are, do you feel ok?"
"I feel fine yea"
"Ok good! Cause we have a sister we promised to hang with today"
"Oh shit yeah"
YOU ARE READING
Bonding over past Sun and Solar Angst/Fluff
FanfictionWoah? a none shit post from me but angst and fluff? who'd a thunk it?