THE SCHEME

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by Eyes9623

by Eyes9623

June 2, 2024
7:35pm
SUNDAY

THE SCHEME

At some point I figured out everything that you've lied about, I didn't get angry or mad or sad not even disappointed, I just felt nothing. I already have guts that you had lied, just by looking into your eyes.

You try to burry your lies six feet below the ground, but six feet isn't deep enough to hide rotten crops, it still shows so as the memories we shared.

Well, what a shame that you thought you could talk to me about all your problems, I'm all ears to you, all I did was listen to your pains, doubts, problems or so you call it sufferings. All I did was identify the patterns you make and learn from it.

Patterns that repeats every year, can't you see? from the start of summer June and July, you always hangout with her but you always think of me, starting from August the school starts and as always we would see each other because YOU MISS ME, not because I miss you but because you miss me.

From then on, I identify the patterns and memorize every single detail like the back of my hands so I would know what to say to make you happy, comfortable, sad, mad, guilt, embarrassed, ashamed, nor confused.

Starting from mid October to December, you grew colder and colder to her to the fact that your girlfriend start to have instincts that you might have an affair, but you ain't gonna let her find out, right? So what you did is gaslight her to think that she's being paranoid while protecting your other woman, just like what a pathetic cheater would do. Manipulating her that she's the only woman you love and that girl is just a friend, what a redundant statement to say as a man, so much thung has pass those dirty little words every pathetic cheater would say.

Starting January, she begun to focus on herself and set aside the man but the man still lingers around her. She gave in again, every year fall deep to the depths of his warmth. But she never knew that those warmth would turn into hell because it was like boiling a frog startimg in a warm water to max heat. She would know how to bounce out easily if she knew immediately that it would be hell, but she didn't know, can you blame her?

But this is the start of April where she focused on her study and worked hard so she begun to be distant with him and not constantly giving him attention, this is where he thinks you have somebody else whom you get intimate with. Such a fool man, he has a lover while me getting busy studying and working my ass off just to someone assuming I have a side chic? How ironic it is to the fact that I am not cheating, he is!

Mid May and just like a pathetic human being, I allowed myself to see him. By this time I knew everything he lied about, it just get compiling every year. But I didn't spoke a word about how I feel, instead I became a shoulder he could talk too and comforted him.

Starting June, this hits all the realization she has and all the confusion she overthinks about. She never understood the art of leaving him and finding peace in her own solitude. Because even though he constantly took advantage of her compassion, care and kindness. He always underestimate her power to provoke something that would ruin him permanently.

In the present day, I am still looking for an answer and solutiton to what is the best action without hurting or ruining anyone's life.

What should she do?

Eyes.