~narrator pov~
it had been 4 hours since jungwon kicked yunah out. she walked into what was once her parents house, but now an abandoned yet still intact mansion. tears were flowing down her face nonstop as she didn't know what to do. everyone she loved turned out to just hate her again, and she felt like it was all her fault.
"i promise i didn't do anything" she cried to herself as she leaned onto the sofa. yunah sat there in disbelief and guilt. guilty for loving again. guilty for trusting again when she should've just kept herself away from them all. but she was raised like that. everything was always her fault, no matter if she was involved or not. it was dented in her mind, brainwashed by her very own parents.
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(the boys house)
"yang jungwon that's my fucking sister" heeseung screamed whilst he was being held back by jake and jay.
"i'm sorry i don't know what i was-"
"that doesn't fucking fix anything find her right now" heeseung yelled again, this time a tear drop out of his eye.
jungwon didn't know what he did. he was shocked at himself and he knew there was no way he could justify himself. he was struggling to keep up with anything going on around him with the thought of only yunah crossing his mind.
"fuck i'm so sorry yun why the fuck would i do that?" jungwon mumbled to himself.
"guys just calm down yelling at each other won't help" jay said
"yeah what jungwon did was stupid but now we all need to find her together. once you've made sure she's safe you can fight all you want"
"there's only one place she could be and that's my parents old house but we-"
before heeseung could finish his sentence, jungwon ran out with his car keys clutched between his fingers. his veins popping out due to the stress he was under (even tho it was his fault guys). he couldn't help but cry thinking about what he had just done.
~jungwon pov~
tears rolled out of my eyes as i thought about if yunah was safe. what the fuck have i done? i know she won't forgive me again but i just want her to be okay. just tell me she's fine.
~narrator pov~
jungwon was driving way above the speed limit whilst trying to call yunah. he had given her 43 missed calls by now and every second was worrying him more.
as he turned into the driveway of the house, his eyes softened. he ran inside, pushing the door open and straight through to the first room he saw. the living room. he saw her. her body curled up on the sofa as she cried into the pillow held between her hands.
seeing her cry this much made him cry too. she was the only reason he had ever cried, yet he still didn't have to guts to go comfort her. he felt as if he didn't have the right to touch her anymore, to embrace her in his arms, to call her his, so he just stood there silently as tears dropped down his cheeks.
"lee yunah" a voice was heard from behind. he turned around to see all of the boys running in. heeseung sprinted to his sister and embraced her in his arms whilst jungwon just watched. jay pat the boy on his back pushing him a little forward, yet he still didn't believe he had the right to go near her.
"hey stop crying it's not your fault" heeseung said as he pat his little sisters back slowly.
"does he hate me?" she said in between sobs unknowing that jungwon was right behind her. heeseung looked at jungwon who was crying and back at yunah.
"and why would you think that?" he said as he looked at her crying.
"i promise i didn't do anything i-"
"we know yunah. he knows too. and i promise this will never happen again, so you two should talk." heeseung said whilst standing up and looking at jungwon.
yunah realised jungwon was probably behind her and she sobbed even more. she felt bad for no reason and it was killing her inside.
heeseung pushed jungwon towards her as he pat his back.
"go, fix everything and come back home when you're done. we'll give you guys space"
all the boys left, leaving yunah and jungwon in the house alone. they still hadn't talked to each other yet. jungwon was crying too but he decided to break the silence.
"yun i know that you're probably mad at me but can you just listen to me first?" he said as he made his way towards her.
she finally looked up at him with her red eyes and got up. jungwon thought she was about to leave but instead she walked to him and hugged him tightly.
"never do that again or i swear i'll be so mad at you" she said crying in his chest. his hands made their way around her waist as he pulled her closer.
"i'm so sorry yunah i don't know why the fuck i did that and fuck. i'm so sorry im so stupid for believing those assholes over you, my love"
she stayed in his embrace for a few minutes before pulling out.
"i think i should stay here for a little while" she said looking at jungwons face turn worried again.
"yun i know you're mad at me but-"
"you don't need to worry it's okay, i'll be fine. but i think i should just stay here until you find this person you're looking for. and i'm sorry for-"
"don't apologise. i don't want to hear that come out of your mouth when im the one whose at fault. i'm so sorry yunah and i get that you want space but right now all the other mafia are looking for you so im not letting you stay in such an obvious place with no security here"
"why are they looking for me?" she asked a bit scared
"because you're the mafia kings biggest weakness sweetheart" he said pulling her close again and placing a kiss on her cheek.
"i know you're mad at me so i won't force you to stay with me so please just make sure you have security."
she smiled at him.
"i promise i will"
she hugged him again.
"im sorry princess, i love you"
AUTHORS NOTE-
hiiiii guysssss!!! hope you're all doing well
so basically i'm sorry for not posting until 11pm uk time and that's basically sunday so i'm so sorry for not keeping my saturday schedule thingy but i've been out all day.
to apologise, im going to write maybe 1-2 extra parts tomorrow since im really sorry.
what do you guys thinks gonna happen next now that yunahs living alone??
also do you think that's a sufficient apology cause if my man did that hell nah. but its jungwon so its okay 💗💗
i love you guys always and stay safe 🖤🖤🖤
