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Chapter 43
Felicia's Point of View
Hindi ako makatulog, pakiramdam ko ay may nanonood sa akin. Nababahala ako. Probably not Kalister, because he's not here. I know his presence. Komportable ako kapag nararamdaman kong nandiyan lang siya, hindi malayo sa akin... I felt like I know who's presence is this, but I don't remember it. I promptly widened my eyes.
Asmodeus!
Napabangon ako sa kinahihigaan. Nakita ko siyang nakatayo, nakatingin sa akin habang nakangisi sa terrace ng kuwarto ko. Kinabahan kaagad ako. What does he want? Why is here? I feel a powerful throbbing in my chest, like a drum beating steadily. Napalunok ako.
"What do you want?" I pushed not to give in to fear. Inobserbahan ko siya. I raised an eyebrow in response to the knife in his hand, which was drenched in blood. Nagulat ako, pero hindi ko lamang pinahalata. Why do I feel this way? Is it someone I love? "P-Paano ka nakapasok dito?" Napangisi lang siya at napailing-iling, naglakad siya palapit sa akin. Napaatras naman ako—but I need to hold my position, because retreating is not in my blood!
"Hindi mo na mapipigilan pang kadiliman, kaya bakit hindi ka na lamang mawala? Wala na kayong pag-asa..." I rolled my eyes at him. Nandito lang ba siya para sabihin 'yan? Bakit, natatakot ba siya? "You will just be seen as a disappointment to your kingdom. Why don't you just be with me?" What does he mean by that? I'm thoroughly disgusted.
Napatawa naman ako. "Do you really think na magpapa-apekto ako sa'yo?" Tanong ko sa kaniya. "They will be pleased with me, magpapasalamat sila sa akin because of the sacrifices na ipinakita ko para sa kanila!" Wala akong pakialam sa magiging reaksyon nila kapag nagkataong na natalo ako, but do you think pababayaan kong mangyari 'yon? I know, patatawarin nila ako... Kailangan!
"You don't know what you're talking about. People are ignorant. You are ignorant. Kamumuhian ka lamang nila, darkness will be here for invasion... and you are not ready. 'Wag ka nang magtapang-tapangan pa, ija... You know yourself, you are weak. You are nothing but a nasty dangerous puppet."
What did he say?! "What do you really want from me?!" I don't know what to feel, pakiramdam ko nag-iinit ako, not sexually! I was trembling. I felt like I want to kill him! I don't know if I was triggered because of what he told me, but I want to throttle his neck. Did he just designate me as nasty?!
Napakuyom ako ng kamao. "I have a proposal to make just for you; be mine, rule my kingdom, and there will be no problem. I will end the war." What did he just say?! Napatawa ako. Napakunot siya ng noo. "If I kill Kalister—"
"Putangina ka!" I immediately thrown an axe at him, natamaan ko siya sa leeg but he didn't mind it and laughed. Dang it! Do you really think pababayaan ko na lang siyang makalapit sa kaniya? Kalister's mine! "Don't you dare, demonyo ka! I should've just killed you when I had the audacity to do it!" Naglabas ako ng katana, and I ran to him, kicking his knees, making him to fall to the deck. Nakakatuwa lang na hindi kaagad siya naka-iwas.