☆another two in one☆
-You read as Uzi-
"NO! I COULDVE HAD THE CHANCE TO KISS N!! WHY DID I BACK OUT?!" I scream to myself as I curl up at the edge of a small cave. I missed a chance, a possible once in a life chance. Why Uzi...why.
I sit at the cave. Wishing I could fix that; I messed up so bad... Im sorry N. I'm so sorry for this. ...time passes slowly. I can't stop this mountain of feelings rush over me. So many things at once, regret, anger, but im just... upset I missed such a wonderful chance... N im so sorry.
Time is slow... too slow... I just look over the cave and stare at the nature. It's so cloudly... if it rained that'd just match the whole vibe, emo rejection vibe! Wooooo. This is fun. I hate myself for this now, why was I so stupid. Ugh. I can't get this off my mind... stop it Uzi...
-You read as N-
I watch her as she runs off. I knew it... she'd reject me... why did I even try if I'd just end in failure?? I sigh to myself. I can't stop myself from overthinking everything about this whole situation. I want to cry but that's not how others would deal with a rejection.. Get it together, N. Please.
I just stay at the lake, seeing how the clouds pass over the water, dark clouds passing by the lake. They look like storm clouds though- nah. Nothing bad I guess, I'm probably just worrying. ...Oh there's my reflection. I wave at it, I know it's me, but hey, that won't leave me alone, or, reject me...
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Time goes by for a while, and I realize... little water droplets... rain?? Oh gosh... I immediately get off the ground and look around; worried about this.
"U-Uzi?! Uzi!!!" I call out for her, and start running around the place, hoping I'll find her soon. I'm so worried..
