-You read as N-
"UZI!! WHERE ARE YOU?!" I yell for her, this time, worried to death. Oh gosh this is horrible... "UZI, PLEASE!" I call out again. Nothing. I don't care what happened earlier. I still care for Uzi and I still need her. I still love her and I need to make sure she's safe.
"UZI!!!" I look around pretty much everywhere. I need to find Uzi. ...The rain pours harder... crap. It soaks my clothes and hair; but I don't need go worry about that, I'm worrying about Uzi. I check everywhere, the trees, the lake, the small cabin- until something catches my eye. It seems like a small cave. Hey... I haven't seen that before? I should probably go check it out.
I sigh and head into the cave. The sound of water dripping blocks out every sound. I walk about the cave, making sure I explore every part of it. I'm about to give up and search somewhere else, but I hear something. Are those... Sobs?
"U-Uzi...? Are you...there?..." I wait for a response... I hope it's her... but I hope she's okay. I can't stand to see her like this. ...I kneel down over to sit next to her. "Uzi?..."
Suddenly she grips me in a tight hug and starts sobbing quietly. It breaks my heart to see her in this state. ...I immediately pat her back, doing my best to comfort her.
"Uzi...what's wrong...?" I plead for her to tell me what's wrong. I need to know. Poor Uzi... I need to know... I think I hurt her... gosh why are you so stupid N!? You could've...asked her... before I did... that. Gosh... im so sorry Uzi...
"Im... sorry. I didn't mean to... seem like... I was rejecting you or anything.." she sniffles and hugs me tighter. I rub the back of her head, reassuring her it was okay.
"Shhh.. it's okay. I'm here. I'm here for you, Uzi." I wipe the tears from her visor and looks at her with a soft and gentle smile.
We stay in the cave for awhile, waiting for the storm to pass by. I hear Uzi start to hum, it's so pretty... her voice, and the melody shes humming... I nuzzle into her from behind, breathing in her scent... she's just so perfect... I can't get over it... I swear I'm falling asleep to her soft melodic voice... I wrap my arms tightly around her waist, bringing my head deeper into the back of her neck, and I sigh. I love being so close to her.
I think she notices this and sits in between my legs, bringing herself closer to me... this is driving me insane... I nuzzle into her, purring loudly. She's too sweet. I feel my tail wag rapidly and wraps around her waist- NO!! N STOP!!!
"N-N?..." Uzi squeaks a bit and shivers, holding my tail a bit, almost like it has a mind of its own... and it just nuzzle against her face. She chuckles; I love her laugh so much... but I clench my fists. I can't let this get to me. I can only admire her from afar, I cant get close like that again. I can't mess up again. I know I just can't. I don't want to risk it. .
I eventually feel like I'm close to falling asleep. Maybe I might... atleast Uzis here. Atleast I have her in my arms. She's safe and I don't ever want to let her go, never ever. I might as well never let go. Mmmm... if only you knew how you made me feel, Uzi.
"Im... probably gonna take a nap now..." I whisper to her, and kiss her head. I nuzzle back into her neck before she can say anything, and I almost immediately fall asleep.
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