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chapter 7

HANNI POV:

Haerin has been acting really weird since we saw danni on tv the other day she has brought marshmello everywhere with her like snuggling with it even during interveiws. this moring nobody could be bothered to make breakfast so we decided to go to a cafe near our dorm.

when we arrived at the cafe we went inside and sat down near a group of five girls i heard one of the girls gasp and run away to the bathrooms but didnt pay it much mind i didnt know them did i. haerin hugged marshmello tighter when the waiter came up to our table to take our orders and almost flinched away when the man reached over her to grab the menu away.

that girl who went to the bathroom when we arrived was still in their and nobody at her table seemed at all concerned eventually i decided that it would be a nice thing to do to go and check on her so i excused myself and left for the toilets. when i entered i heard sobbing and snifling inside a cubical, i banged my fist gently on the door to let the girl know i was their before talking, "um hey i noticed you had been in here awhile are you alright?" i asked in the kindest voice i could.

"yes im alright." the unknown girl said with a sniffle i dont know why but i remembered that voice from somewhere "why have you been crying?" i asked sitting down on the  counter near the sink. "im not crying can you please just leave me alone!" the girl nearly shouted  from inside the cubicle. thats where i had heard that voice before it came from a girl who had poured her heart and soul into her work but been rejected i remembered that girl saying those same words 'just leave me alone' everynight before she went to practice alone untill early in the morning.

"Danielle is that you in their?" i asked quietly waiting for her reply to come "... yes hanni its me." danielle said from inside. "but why are you sat in their crying?" i asked her why was she sad she had debuted and seemed really happy with her 'new friends'. "because.. i feel sick." she said after a second i remember in the trainee days she would barely ever admit to being ill and when she did it was only when she could hardly walk without pain.

 "dani can you open the door so i can see you please i missed you so much and so has everyone else!" i yelled at the door to try and get her to open it "no you dont you never missed me i was only holding you guys all back." she muttered bitterly to herself. "no thats not true haerin as been taking marshmello with her everywhere and i have been telling everyone to stop looking for news on you if you left you obviously didnt want to be found untill now!"  

"do you remember why you brought haerin that marshmello plushie?" i asked her through the door. "no..." she said sadly. i felt my insides fall she had given haerin marshmello to snuggle when she was gone and when she missed her to hug when she felt sad or needed someone to squeeze, and she didnt remeber why she had given haerin that soft toy.

i remembered everyones exitment the other day when they saw dani on tv especially haerin who had nearly jumped for joy on seeing her face on the screen "do you miss us dani?" i asked her calmly. "all the time." she whispered to me through the door i could hear her voice crack slitely as she said it like that truth caused her pain.