Brotherly Love

Ditto (SM)

(This part contains sexual content. If you are not comfortable please skip)

"I was scared to come clean" Taehyung smiled, his hand caressed his cheek, he never thought he would be able to do that with him knowing about how he feel "I never thought a day like this will come."

"Me too" Jungkook grabbed his hand and kissed his palm, it sent a tingling sensation to his (tae) entire body "I have always dreaded the day I will see you with someone else."

"Look who is talking, what about me that have to watch you have all those boyfriends?"

"Can I make a confession?" Jungkook asked with a smile and he nodded "none of my so called boyfriends owned my heart. I have only gotten a boyfriend for one reason, to be with you" Taehyung looked confused and he chuckled 

"it all started when I found it hard to stop thinking about you, so I decided to have a boyfriend that maybe when I do, he will get all my attention and also my love, but when it didn't, I broke up with him, it was just a waste of my time, telling someone you love them why you don't. I came home that day and announced it, the way you acted, how you pulled me into arms and comforted me, I was shocked and was like 'what, is this what comes with heartbreak?'" Jungkook smiled.

"You offered me to spend the night in your room and in your arms, from that day, I picked up the habit to get a boyfriend but only to break up with them in order for you to hug me and spend the night with me."

Taehyung couldn't keep his smile when he heard that, so all this well, it had just been because of him? He tucked a lock of his hair behind his ear "can I make my own confession?" He asked and when Jungkook nodded, he began "I always looked forward to the day you will have a breakup."

"What?" Jungkook asked with his eyes wide opened and Taehyung laughed.

"I know it's not good of me but it's just that there is something that I always do when you sleep in my arms, it came to a point it almost became a ritual." 

"What's that?" Jungkook curiously.

Taehyung licked his lips at that "every night you spend with me, I always steal a kiss" Taehyung revealed and his mouth opened in shock "so I always look forward to such nights. It's not that it doesn't hurt me that you are hurt, I mean I feel the pain too but it's the only time I get to be with you, to feel you and so I hardly miss it. I wouldn't mind beating up every guy that hurt you but you just won't let me, so I swallow the pain that they hurt you and try to be the one to comfort you but then my own feelings will kick in once you fall asleep."

"Taehyung!"

"I'm sorry."

"No, don't apologize, I always feel it in my sleep but I'm used to kissing you in my dreams so I will always think it's just a dream" Taehyung replied.

"It's strange how our minds work together. I never wanted to make Jennie my girlfriend until you made that statement you did that day in school, that you will be the one to comfort me, it got stuck in my head and I wanted so badly to have that moment."

"You mean you didn't get drunk that day because you were broken?"

"No, I was actually celebrating my freedom" Taehyung replied.

"Damn, and I thought you were really hurt" he accused.

"I'm sorry" he caressed his face "I'm sorry."

"I was really hurt that day, angry at Jennie for making you feel like that but then you started kissing me and I thought you were thinking I am Jennie, so I let you because I don't want you to feel rejected."