Brotherly Love

Have A Girlfriend

Taehyung watched them sit at his table while his hand gripped the book he was reading, he has seen him with a lot of boys and he can't understand why he feels hurt seeing him with Bogum, and besides, this is the first time Jungkook is choosing another table over he's, normally he invites his boyfriend to join his table, so why is Bogum case different? He had to force himself not to walk out, there by giving Bogum what he wanted but there is one thing he knows for sure, this attitude will only fire up the already discussion that he is in bad terms with his Brother. He sighed and stood up before walking to the counter to get himself some lunch.

Jungkook stole glances to Taehyung's table, he appeared calm to the outside but he can see him feeding with difficulty. Taehyung can't be angry that he is sitting with Bogum right? he wondered and there on decided to see him before going to his next class.

Bogum wouldn't shut up, he kept asking when he will visit him at his place. Bogum told him that his mom traveled and they can be alone should he visit, of course he knows where he was going too and can't help but wonder if he can at least give him three days to being his girlfriend before wanting to have s*x with him.

"So what are you saying? Are you coming over?" he heard him asked again and he couldn't help but frown.

"No Bogum, I can't come. I won't have a chance" he replied and his frown deepened when he saw Lisa and her cousin Jennie walked to Taehyung's table, Why is Jennie here?

"Oh, I see. Well, my mom will be away for a week so maybe within the week?"

"Yea I will try" he answered absentmindedly as all his attention was now on his brother's table.

Jungkook saw Jennie grabbed his hand while smiling beautifully and how his brother returned the smile. He couldn't explain the pain that gripped his heart, is he going to be his first girlfriend now? He winced at the thought of him kissing her or doing anything with her. His mind chose to torment him by bringing an image from his dream last night, they were both entangled in that passionate moment except that the person was not him again but a dark blonde with light gray eyes, Jennie.

Jungkook shut his eyes immediately, willing to shut his mind too but it was to no avail. Can he be punished anymore harshly than being in love with his brother?

Bogum saw his lack of interest and followed his gaze to his brother's table. He was surprised to see Jennie and seeing the way she was chatting and laughing with Taehyung, he became jealous, he wants her to be like that with him. He was hoping to go after her once he is done with Jungkook, but Taehyung that bastard, he has run over and claim her.

Jennie reached out her hand to swipe away a few strands of Taehyung's blonde hair from his eyes and he subconsciously looked at Jungkook, they eyes met and he couldn't look away again, although there might be a distance between them but he was able to see the moisture in his eyes. Is Bogum hurting him? But he is staring at him, is it because of Jennie? He had a vague idea that he doesn't like seeing him with girls, but why?

Jungkook saw the frown on his face and how he appeared to be wondering over something and immediately averted his eyes but in time to see him release his hand from Jennie's hold. He sighed but can't get himself to think over it. He just want to leave the place and thinking about leaving, he stood up immediately.

"Where are you going?" Bogum asked immediately.

"Restroom and back to class, the bell will ring soon anyway" he replied and gave him no room for objection as he left quickly. He got to the restroom and stood staring at himself in the mirror. Just why is his life like this? He had noticed about the difference in his feelings for Taehyung when he was thirteen and had kept it hidden for good two years now.