I'm Sorry

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"I'm sorry" he bit his lip 

"I...I just..." He sighed and his eyes strayed to Jungkook, seeing the expectant look in his eyes, he wondered if he actually did come to his room or if it was really a dream. When he woke up in his room with the terrible headache, he had gone into the bathroom to wash his face but he has seen his swollen lip and teeth marks on his nibble. It's not the first time he is seeing him in his dreams or having a heated romance with him but it is the first time of him waking up to see changes or marks on his body and he had taken the next ten minutes wondering if it was all real.

"Taehyung, what could it be that you can't tell us?" This time, Hojun was the one that asked.

Taehyung looked away from his brother and tried to bury his thought, now he can't tell his family that he is actually thinking if he had kissed his brother this afternoon neither will he tell them that he actually got drunk because he was celebrating the freedom from his loveless relationship "I went to Lisa's place to see Jennie" he began.

The whole family looked at him expectantly, they all know Jennie cause she had made it a habit to visit every weekend, now they want to know what link she has to Taehyung drinking to stupor this afternoon "I went there only to see her with Bogum, it turned out she has been cheating on me" he finished.

"Jennie?" Jieun was the first to recover from her shock "why would she do that?"

"I don't know" Taehyung licked his lips "all I know is that, I was hurt, very hurt. I left immediately and couldn't get myself to think straight. I only wanted to buy few cans of beer and didn't know when I paid for a carton, I decided to take just few, I didn't know when I drank to that extent, I'm really sorry mom. I'm really sorry you have to see me like that" his eyes were teary and everybody was shocked because they have never seen Taehyung so emotional.

"She doesn't deserve you, I have always known that" Jungkook accused and Jieun looked at him, telling him 'not now' with her eyes.

"Baby, it's something that everybody experience" Jieun began before sitting beside him "heartbreak is a kind of lesson, although it hurts me that you have to experience yours like this but it's inevitable" she caressed his hair "I'm so sorry you have to go through this, I really am."

"It's okay mom, I'm better now" Taehyung assured.

"I wasn't expecting this from Jennie" Hojun said.

"Well, it's not being written on the forehead" Jieun interjected.

"I think it's my turn to console you" Jungkook added before standing up to sit beside him. Taehyung stared at him and his words got him thinking again, haven't he already? He thought but can't just tell if he has, oh now he hates why he had let himself got drunk, at least if he hadn't, he would have been able to know if he have had a special moment with his brother, but now he can't even tell if it is a dream or not.

"It's not fair" he heard Jungkook say and looked at him "when I get hurt, I run to you but you" he frowned "you ran to a beer, is it that I'm not enough to console you, to hug you and tell you everything is going to be okay?"

"I'm sorry" Taehyung apologized but deep inside him, his mind is in turmoil. If he really had come to his room that means he should have known about Jennie and wouldn't need to act surprise now but how would he have known? It didn't happen in school and he had been in school when he came back. Jennie wouldn't have come home and tell him herself, damn, this whole thinking is really bringing back his headache, he groaned.

"Why don't you have your dinner and then go take a cold shower, maybe it will help with the headache" Jieun suggested and Hojun nodded.

Taehyung nodded and stood up, he really need to work on his memory, was he with Jungkook today? He really can't tell. The feeling of having him in his arms, kissing him and the passion he rose in him feels real but the possibility of that happening, makes him doubts his memory. Just why would he allow him to kiss him? Why would let him suck his buds? Thinking to that, he remembered that full, round, soft chest that he had held and sucked and his little junior stood on attention.

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