Brotherly Love

Is My Love Not Enough For You?

Just last week, you broke up with Eunwoo and you and I know how badly broken you were. You cried all night and I had to stay with you till the morning because you couldn't sleep. I thought you were going stay away from anything relationship for now since you are not good in it and here we are just five days from your previous break down, you have already gotten yourself a new boyfriend!" Taehyung was still furious with him.

"I only thought having a new one will help forget the old, it's not my fault that they are always hurting me. I just want to experience love like others."

"What? Is my love not enough for you? Mom loves you, dad loves you, tell me, what other love are you talking about? If you are talking about relationships, Jungkook you're still too young, you are just fifteen. You have a lot of years ahead of you to find that love, you mustn't try out every boy in high school before you find that, you still have college, just what the hell is wrong with you. If you like getting hurt, I don't. I don't like you getting hurt!" He shouted, his chest heaving up and down.

Jungkook couldn't stop the tears anymore, it's not his fault, he just wants to get to spend a night with him and having a breakup is the only way he can and now he is even angry with him because of it, how else can he be too close to him without being weak, hurt and vulnerable? His sobs fill the balcony and despite the blaring song playing in the house.

Taehyung looked at him shaking shoulders and the sound of his sobs traveled to his ears, only then did he realize he was shouting at him. His heart clutched in pain at every sound of his sobbing, he has been carried away in his emotion that he forget he was also a victim, it's not like he is asking to have too many boyfriends right?

His anger faded away as he pulled him into his arms, his hand caressed his hair as he whispered soothing words in his hair. Jungkook got what he wanted except he was crying genuinely this time.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to shout at you, I'm so sorry okay. It's just that, Bogum is my classmate and I know him better than you, have you ever asked me why I'm not friends with him? The guy has history with flings that I don't like and it hurts me that my sweet brother is going to be one of his flings. I can't bear seeing you in pain Jungkook" he released his from his hold and cupped his face in his palms, forcing him to look at him.

"This" he was saying as his thumps wipe his tears "I don't like seeing it, it breaks my heart every single time you cry, I might not show it to you but it hurts me. If I can, all I want from you is to always be smiling, laughing. If it's in my power to wipe away boyfriends from this world so that you will be with me and not be crying anymore, I will do it. I love you so much that seeing you hurt, hurts me" he smiled faintly to him.

"They have no right to make you cry and I will love to beat to death whoever that does but you will not let me. Bogum is not good with his partners and my anger is that you chose him among all and what infuriated me more is that you said you asked him yourself, which means you delivered yourself in a platter of gold to him. I don't want him to hurt you but that is unavoidable since that's the way he is."

Taehyung put his hands in his arms again "but that's okay, if he is the one you want then no problem, I will always be here for you, always" he kissed his hair "I'm so sorry for shouting at you, so sorry for loosing my temper, you didn't need to see that"

Jungkook sniffed in his arms as his hands wrapped around his waist, he knows he loves him and will always protect him but he is hurt, an internal wound that neither him nor anybody could wipe away in his life, and that is, the fact that he is his brother. Just why is he not one of those foster brothers, at least he can be with him. Taehyung  loves him but not the love that he want, right now he is consoling him but will he pull his head upward and kiss him? Will he tell him he loves him in a more intimate way?