Lover

10] let you Go

Taehyung's pov:

" I am joking! " The doctor sneered smiling at me making me frown at him deeply.

" Are you stupid? Do you think this is funny?!" I retorted back knitting my eyebrows tightly.

" Nah. Just wanted to make you feel fine. Mr. Yoongi told me to say this when we met our way down the ground floor." My eyes squinted.

That asshole!

" Well, I know this was purely weird but he told me to do that because he said you would laugh or be happy at that." He said making me huff deeply.

" Ok. If it's done can you tell me the actual reason you came here?" I asked getting a nod and smile from him.

I didn't know about others but this doctor was a pure maniac and I couldn't let him look upon my dear husband anymore.

Fuck!

This guy was crazy like Yoongi.

" So, let me tell you the actual reason why I came here. " He said smiling brightly at me but I wanted to grab him and---
" Mr. Jungkook will wake up within 12 hours" -----hug him.

" What? " I couldn't really believe this psycho so I called the hospital and asked of it.

" Yes. His reports are fine but due to injuries he won't be able to walk properly. Nurses will be with him and by the time you will be enough to take care of him." He said and I felt myself relax and melt into something really calm.

As if I was now in a safe place. Secure. I didn't know why this was happening but I actually felt free as soon as I heard that he would get his consciousness back soon.

" Now I shall leave." He said and I nodded before he walked out.

The door was closed behind and my eyes were planted on my sleeping husband.

I walked closer to him and sat on the stool near the bed.

Oxygen mask had covered most of his small and beautiful face with IV attached to his arm and he looked weak.

My Jungkook looked weak.

" I still don't know what you thought of me but I will read everything I can in these 12 hours. I will read the entire diary. I will know what you want from me and what you wanted. At last , if I still see you mourning on your life and if there is still hatred for me, then I will.....let you go. You are in this condition because of me , my love. And now I can't risk it anymore. I almost lost you , my sweetheart. I should've thought about this earlier. I should've already let you go but the words in this diary make me feel that you didn't hate me from your whole heart. If this diary tells me to love you the way you want, I will do anything that gives you peace. Even if in the end it says that you don't want me , I will do as you want. I can't let you drink and smoke like this because of the hatred you have for me. I can't let you suffer for my selfishness. " I smiled foolishly at him before patting his dark and soft hairs.

" Sir, It's time to change Sir Jungkook's dressing. " nurse said entering in the room with medical tray in her hands.

I stood up nodding before walking to the exit.