Lover

8] Curiosity will kill the Cat

Taehyung's pov:

" Mr. Kim , we have to run a few more tests on your husband because there is some issue with his health. He is still in coma and to make sure that he-- "

" Do you think I am a doctor? " I cut off in the mid giving him a red eye.

He gulped before looking on the floor.

" You are the doctor.  Do whatever it takes. I don't care how many times you run tests or make reports,  he should be fine as soon as possible. And now you can directly report me or tell me if something is going on, is that clear? " I asked at which he nodded .

" Good. Mercy , go drop him. "

" Oh no , I will be f-"

" You are doing a lot. You deserve this. " I said making him smile a little.

" I am sorry if I am crossing my limits , Mr. Kim but his health depends on his mental stability which is quite disrupted,  and even if he wakes up he will need a lot of mental care which can be given by only you. And while doing that you ha eti make sure to not scare him or depress him by your arrogant voice. " He said making me squint my eyes.

" You think I am arrogant? " I questioned rudely at which his smile faded away.

" T-This thing can trouble him, I am scared . " A scoff escaped my throat before I nodded towards Mercy.

" Drop him. "

I didn't need anyone's advise to behave especially with Jungkook.  I knew how to act around him but right now I wasn't a tad bit interested in anything other than that diary.

I had placed is in the glass room where I could read it being near to Jungkook who was resting in our room.

All the machines and medicines were brought and there were two nurses for him 24/7. So leaving him a few metres away felt safe to me.

" Ara , you should rest too. It's pretty late now. " turning to the bed I said to her.

She looked awful within two days. Her condition was worse than anyone. She was continuously crying and weeping while sitting on the stool near him and I didn't know why.

It was obvious that everyone was sad in the mansion but she was having another level of breakdown which was quite suspicious to me.

I wanted to talk to her but being busy all day in making sure that Jungkook was in a safe and clean place , I couldn't ask her.

And now , when I had the time I wanted to read that diary.

So maybe the questions were for some other day.

" No , sir. I am f-fine here. " She sniffed lightly wiping her tears.

I huffed and sternly spoke because I had to. She wasn't going to ruin herself crying.

" It's my order that you get out of this room and take rest. I will ask ok-bae if you have ignored or disrespected my order. "

She looked at me sadly before giving a good peer to Jungkook and then nodding , silently walked out of the room locking it behind.

*sigh*

My eyes travelled to the pearl of my eyes laying down on the bed with an IV attached to his wrist , machines beeping , wires all over with tubes and other equipments surrounding him while he layed silently with closed eyes.

I stepped closer to him and within two strides , sat down on the stool where Ara was sitting.

She was holding his pale and weak hand.

But I couldn't do that.

I was........scared.

I didn't want to harm him in anyway.

I just sat there staring at that sleeping face . I wanted him to wake up. But the way he was injured , I knew he wouldn't appreciate his injuries at all.

Maybe he would hate me more because I was the reason behind his alcoholic behavior.  I was the one messing his life and he just wanted to make it better by drinking.

Yet I wanted him to wake up as soon as possible.  No matter how much he hated me , I wanted to take care of him.

I wanted to console him, comfort him that everything would be fine.

" Stupid~~ " I chuckled talking to the air. Or maybe..............Jungkook.

" I think I can comfort you. Hah! So stupid. Whom am I even lying too? " I questioned looking at those soft expressions.

" You won't need anything from me. You never needed anything from me. You were always happy without me and even in this hell , you were so strong , fighting for yourself. " I smiled foolishly before realizing what was I doing.

I was talking to no one.

Going crazy or something?

" Wake up soon , sweetheart. "

Standing up from the stool I walked out in the balcony to the glass room and grabbed the diary I wanted to read so much.

Right now nurses were still making him comfortable so I had to stay with him.

I walked back and sat on the couch near him.

Giving a glance I suddenly felt as if he was watching me.

I looked at him briefly and spoke " Will you be mad if I read this? " I could feel him say " No. You can read it."

I smiled and said thank you before opening the page.

DAY  3

o7 / NoV / 2o17

He went office while I was sleeping. He even kissed my forehead.

I wanted to wake up and tell him that he was doing wrong , that he couldn't touch me without my permission but I couldn't.

He was acting carefully. He didn't even wake me up because he didn't want to disturb me knowing that I had a book meet with my readers.

He even whispered' Good morning , sweetheart. '

Quite cheesy!

I ain't praising him.

I would never!

It's just that he acted so whipped.

And then when I went down and met lady Ara ,that pretty woman in this house whose smile made me happy for she smiled whenever she saw me.

She gave me a bouquet of flowers which Taehyung brought for me.

Wasn't he too stupid?

Couldn't he simply give it to me?

I chuckled.

Jungkook was very informal while writing this diary because comparing to the novels he had written , these words we casual and pure without any show.

He really did knew all this time that I kissed his forehead before going out.

And now I was curious for what else did he know that I thought he didn't.