7] The Diary

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Taehyung's pov:

" Y-You were right. I shouldn't have forced him into this marriage. You were right when you said that Jungkook wasn't like what I-I thought. You were right when you said that I couldn't get him b-by force. Y-You were right. B-But now what should I do? I l-lost everything. I lost Jung--"

" Stop acting as if he is dead! "

" Isn't he?!" I retorted back knitting my eyebrows.

" Doctor called me and told me about his further reports. There are chances t-that he won't be able to walk or sit or even come back to consciousness. They will wait for sometime before....bef...." I couldn't even make the sentence in my head let alone speak it.

I didn't want to think of what they said. Just the mere thought of Jungkook staying asleep forever made me hate myself more. The more I thought about Jungkook, the greater was my pain and hate for myself.

Only now I could realize how much wrong I did. Why couldn't I understand it before ? Why? Why was it hurting ?

Why couldn't I understand how much he was in pain when I forced him to live with me?

The way I loved him, he hated me the same way then why was I feeling sad but never understood what he might feel being forced?!

A hand rubbed my back. I sighed heavily before standing. I shook my head wiping the dry tears away from my face before sniffing. " You should go , Jimin. I have to clear this place. Its havoc in here. He left it like that but he wouldn't appreciate it the same way."

I collected the pages scattered around the place but when I saw Jimin sitting there without moving and just staring at me, I gritted my teeth glaring at him. " Don't you fucking dare pity me! I ain't some weak asshole!!! What wrong I have done will be corrected by me so no need to show that face! Especially, before I do something hurtful to you."

Hearing me all he did was smile and that was the topping to my anger. " Get.Out!"

" Yeah, yeah." He chillingly said before walking out of the room. I wheezed a breath before collecting all his stationary and then keeping them into the basket I took it into the room because they had to go back into his library that was on the ground floor.

I gave a glance at the workers before walking out of the room with the basket and then strooting down the stairs I walked inside the huge ballroom which had turned into Jungkook's library as his birthday gift.

And the only thing he ever liked that I gifted him.

He loved this place and I loved the thought that he did

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He loved this place and I loved the thought that he did.

I walked into the corner of the library filled with books , where the stationary was kept and placed the stuff in their respective places.

Then I grabbed the books and pages , walking in the library to search for their place.

Everything was in an organised way. Alphabetical order for the books, of fictional novels , then another entire shelf for non - fictions and then the poetries.

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