We have gotten into the habit of me waking up at 3:30 am to talk to you. I know I'm always exhausted but it's one of the things that helps me sleep and to actually want to continue with my day. I woke up and you told me "no".
My heart hurts right now because of it. I'm overthinking and you aren't answering. I know it's probably because you are busy or tired but it hurts that you didn't say that if that was the case. I don't know what to do. I'm now exhausted because I didn't go back to sleep and I don't want to do today or anything. I just want you to tell me why but you are busy. I cried for the first time because of you. I feel like you are drifting away but I know that's not the case.
I love you my marine. I'm sorry for being clingy.
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Letters to My Marine
Chick-LitJust me typing out everything I wish I could tell my marine while he is away serving his country. Currently 3 years away from seeing him in person again.
