P.A. (Reneé Rapp)

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Long time no see guys! I got unmotivated for a minute, but I'm back! Give me some stories ideas because I believe that this book is almost finished! And don't worry there will probably be a sequel.

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My heart drops at the new.

"I-I, is she okay?" I ask, tear slipping down my eyes. "For now yes, but she's losing a lot of blood. Please make your way to Saint-Mary Hospital." He says before hanging up.

"W-what happened?" Billie tenses, sensing the bad news. "She was in a car accident!" I cry, throwing myself in her arms.

"Holy shit, is she okay? What hospital?" She questions, pulling me up and guiding me to the entry.

"She's losing a lot of blood, Billie and it's all my fault! If I didn't talk to Madison, none of this would've happened."

"No don't say that. Come on, let's go." Billie looks disturbed and sad at the same time. She guides me to the car as I frantically cry.

Billie drives past the speed limits, not caring about any police officers or cars in the way. She knows that Reneé is important to me.

We arrived at the hospital, not more than 20 minutes later. We immediately get out of the car, rushing to the front desk.

"Hum, hey, I'm looking for Reneé, Reneé Rapp." I rush my words. "Okay, Reneé Rapp...she's just been admitted out of surgery. She's in room 379. The elevator is straight down, to your left-" she didn't finish because we storm away, literally jogging.

I press the button of the elevator multiple times, as if it will come faster. The 30 seconds in the elevator feels like a lifetime passing by. The longest few seconds of my life.

The second the door opens, I sprint out of the elevator and search the room, not really looking where I am going.

376, 377, 378- 379.

I take a sigh and open the door. Tears fill my eyes as I watch my lover in a horrible state. She has a few bandages around her left leg and her right arm. And her whole face has a few stitches.

"Oh my god." I mutter, walking next to her. "My baby..." I mumble, tears rolling down my cheeks. I take her hand in mine. It is cold and soft.

"Billie it's all my fault." I sob, turning around to her. "No, Y/N, it's not. Stop thinking that." She says, hugging me.

I sob in her shoulder until there's no tears left, just whimpers and sniffles. By this time, it's been one hour and it's almost midnight.

"Bil, you can go home okay? I'll stay with her here." I say, pushing back. "You sure? You haven't eaten in a few hours." She makes sure.

"Yeah don't worry. You can go to my house and get me some clothes for tomorrow." I answer. I'm not even sure if tomorrow is the last day I'm going to spend here.

"Okay. Get some sleep yeah? I'll be back at 9 max." She hugs me a last time. "Yeah, don't worry." I smile softly.

She walks out of the room, leaving Reneé and I alone. I take the chair out of its original place and bring it next to the bed.

I sit down and take Reneé's hand in mine. "Love, I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have taken contact with Madison again, it's all my fault. If I didn't this wouldn't have happened. I hope you wake up soon, so we can spend time together and make up. I love you so so much and I can't live without you." I let out, a few tears slipping out again.

I try to stay awake to watch over her, but all the crying and the current time makes it difficult. I look at her a last time before closing my eyes, still holding her hand tight.

I hope she'll wake up soon.

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My loves again I'm so sorry for not updating! This is a small chapter, but a big plot twist is coming!!

Thank you for keeping reading my story even if the updates are delayed.

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