In Love with a HeartBreaker || HyunChan

17 - confession

Hyunjin was roaming the hallways afterschool, going from classroom to classroom looking for Chan.

The male told him to meet him a specific one, but he just so happened to forget.

He wanted to text the latter, but he was sure that he could find it on his own.

So he thought.

'Why in the hell is the man always finding the most weirdest places to meet up?'  That's what's he kept questioning in his head.

To his utterly surprise, he was dragged in yet another classroom by none other then the Aussie himself.

"I swear, the next time you drag me into a creepy dark classroom again I'll.." He was cut off by Chan bringing their faces close together, having a gaze on the younger.

"You'll what? Kiss me again?"

"I-I.. Well.. Just shut up!" The brunette blushed, covering his face with his hands and sitting down in an empty chair.

"You know, I didn't exactly give you permission to do that.."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, well it's pretty obvious that you've been avoiding me, ghosting me, acting like I don't exist, talking to all of my friends but won't even acknowledge me. Yeah, you don't get to do that."

Hyunjin stared at the male in shock, his heart slowly sinking as it all came back to him.

He thought that they would have been okay by now, but Chan giving him obvious signs that he's upset, tells him a different story.

"Chan, I.."

"Care to explain why? I hope this is good one."

"You don't get to do that, it's not like I'm the one who kissed that snobby, rich, brat.. who has really dark eye bags, like oh my gosh when is the last time she's slept?" The male went on and on, not even paying attention to the fact that Chan was staring deep into his eyes.

"What..?"

"Are you jealous?"

"Me? Jealous? Really, I mean sure you're good-looking, but I'm not that head over heels for you."

"But you are in love with me aren't you?"

"Woah, you've got the wrong idea.."

"Is that the reason why you said you liked me? Why you left crying?"

"And what if I were to say that I did?"

"I would say I'm glad the feelings are mutual.. or maybe that I like you back?" Hyunjin's eyes widened, as he blushed even harder.

"But then again, I can't answer any of your questions until you answer mine."

"What exactly would you want to know?"

"Why did you ignore me all those days? You could've atleast texted me or called me or something."

"I-If im being completely honest.. I was upset, and maybe a little hurt? But then I thought that if  I would've left you alone that you would forget about me.."

"How could I ever forget about you?"

"I-I don't know, it was just in the moment.. But it wasn't like I enjoyed ignoring you, countless of times I wanted to message saying I was sorry, but my mind was saying something else."

So what If that wasn't the exact reason why, he couldn't tell Chan that the reason he didn't reach out was because he's in love with him and he's afraid of rejection.

"Hyunjin let's get one thing straight. I could never be mad at you, no matter how many times I tried too. I understood why you didn't what you did, and there's nothing I can do to change it."

"Well can you answer my question..?"

"Go ahead."

"What happened between you and soojin..?" The male said, fidgeting with his hands while waiting for a respond.

He could clearly see Chan hesitating before answering, it wasn't easy talking about your ex, and how bad they hurt you.

He knew the feeling.

"Me and soojin dated for awhile, practically a year or two. It wasn't some type of thing were it was forced or anything, it was genuine.."

"But while I thought we were in love for real, she was only using me to gain more popularity.. She did that to every guy she dated, and she would just vanish and until she gets lonely and goes back to them."

"If she wanted you back would you take her back..?"

"The old me would've said yes, I was really miserable for awhile.. But now, I regret ever dating her."

"It didn't look like it to me when she kissed you.. but then again everyone has their story." Hyunjin looked away, pouting while folding his arms.

If he was going to get answers that he wanted, he would have to play the way Chan always does.

"I didn't know she was going to kiss me though, I don't even know why she showed up."

"Is that true?"

"Yes."

"If I ask you an honest question, then you'll have to give an honest answer.."

"I promise you that anything you ask me I'll answer it."

"Do you have feelings for me?" Chan eyes widened at the sudden question.

He would have to answer it at some point, which is why it wasn't a big deal to him. But he had never seen Hyunjin like this, so anxious and eager to know something.

The brunette was always so shy and nervous everytime he spoke to Chan.

"Yes.. No..? I mean, yes, I have feelings for you Hyunjin.. They're just complicated.."

"Complicated how?"

"W-Well... I really like you, but at the same time I don't want you to get attached to me. I could end up hurting you, or putting you in a tough position.. it's just all way too much."

Hyunjin sighed, standing up and stepping closer to Chan, until they were inches apart.

"L-Look.. Even if you do end up hurting me, it's not like those feelings would just go away. You're a good person Chan, and I know you know that."

"Do you really think I'm a good person?"

"Yes, I-I really do.." Without a simple warning, Chan wrapped his arms around Hyunjin's waist, connecting their lips together.

There wasn't anything else that Chan wanted but to be with the boy, and even if that wasn't possible he atleast knew that their feelings were both the same for each other.

When they let go, Hyunjin couldn't even speak after the sudden action. He didn't know whether to cry, scream, hug, or kiss him again.

"Was that okay to do? I don't wanna overstep any boundaries."

"N-No it's fine.. Just... Can you do that again?" Chan chuckled, grabbing his chin and kissing him again.

This time, the latter kissed back.

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17 complete !
ahhh omg the kiss
finally happened <3
not sure if this was the best
but I hope you guys enjoyed 💗