My heart is pounding from Hana's message. How did she figure it out?
I've been hiding for a whole year..
Just then Hana barges through the door. She runs to my couch and jumps on it.
"EUNHA SPILLLL. Do you really?" She shakes my whole body. I trust Hana alot but telling her wouldn't help with anything.
"Yeah, i like him." I say sadly. I'd like to move on since we're in the same friend group but the little hope made me run in circles.
"Hey Eunha, don't get sad okay? Since when? I mean I've thought about it for a long time but you never told me."
"A year ago. I just thought it was a simple interest" I said starting to get flustered at the thought of him.
"Eunha ur so down bad. WHY DIDNT YOU TELL MEEE OMG THIS IS LIKE A BIG ASS PLOT" Hana starts to shake me up harder. I think I'm in an earthquake at this point. "Tell me every detail. Now."
I start telling her the story.
When the interest started the day after the sports day. It started when Hana told me about how Youngjae took care of me. He even confirmed it with his own mouth.
I see him often, never talked to him much but his personality drew me in. I eventually started liking him during the second month of senior year.
That day, I was on my period. We had a group hangout and he got here first. I don't usually experience any side effects when I'm on my period but that day was the first. My first day of mood swings. My first time having cramps. He was so caring and attentive the whole day. The others knew about me being on my period but only Hana and Youngjae noticed I had these unusual mood swings and cramps.
Ever since, I always tried to be close to him. Since he learns the same elective but in a different section, I would try to match whatever he was doing. During one of the connected classes, I was so happy his group was paired with my group, but it didn't make us interact directly.
Now that I'm in his section and in all of his classes. It felt too real. When he held my wrist, when he held me to shut me up, when he buys me breakfast and even when he made me eat.
I spill it all to Hana who sits in front of me all in shock.
"And I'm sure he isn't like this because we're in the same friend group." I add, remembering a small detail.
"I mean of course but why do you think so?"
"Remember when I got lost in that beach trip we had as a kid? When I told you there was a boy who helped me?"
"WAS THAT HIM?!?! Thats when we became friends with Dohoon wasn't it??? You knew all along it was him!!"
"Yeah, it doesn't help that I recognize people easily."
"What happened that day?" Her question made me brighten up.
" I was crying and he was sitting on the sand holding bread. I think it was a pandan custard bread. He saw me crying and offered a bite. I ate the whole thing though. He whined a bit but didn't get mad." I smile remembering how he didn't even know me but took care so well.
"He helped me find you guys and even played with me in the water!"
"So is that why you became obsessed with bread? Waaa fate brought you guys back together." Hana said, clapping her hands together. I'd like to think of it that way. But maybe we found each other to just end as friends.
"I mean I found out only 2 years ago that he was on that trip with Dohoon too. Like we've known Dohoon since what ten years ago? How could I just realize Youngjae was with Dohoon on that trip?"
"Oh Eunha~ Don't get sad, I'm sure Youngjae would start feeling something back okay? You're like the first girl he had that much physical contact with! He talks to me a lot but I don't think he's ever contacted with me." I smile at Hana's attempt to reassure me.
I blushed a-bit when the memory of last week's lunch appeared in my mind.
"EUNHA UR BLUSHING OMG"
"Like I know u had a whole boyfriend before but wouldn't youngjae be ur first love? because you like knew him before??? does that count??? and you only dated that shit for like what? 18 days? YOU DIDN'T EVEN LIKE HIM"
"Hana omg im gonna be so bruised tomorrow."
"Let's make something to eat!! I'm going to heal your little broke heart~"
I'm so glad I met a friend like Hana. I don't regret one bit when she insisted I break up with that raccoon on his birthday. It hurt, but his actions hurt more.
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Comments..
@ kim_dohoon: y is she YOUR girl --> hoonjihan: u can't get jealous over a girl hyung --> eee_kim: i claimed her before u 👁️🗨️👄👁️🗨️
@ yuyusuhi: now why is she heart broken --> youngmin_ky: i bet noona lost in a game --> zhennie_han: shes prob in her feels
@ kim_dohoon: when was eunhas heart 'little' --> ungjae__: shes smurf sized wdym --> eee_kim: ban youngjae pls
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