Love in the lights (justin Bieber love story )

CHAPTER 14

YOUR POINT OF VIEW

when you're in a new relationship, for the first few months all you want to do is be with the other person, kiss and cuddle, so them your affection, but in mine and Justin's world.. it does't work like that, we both have work often so we know that sometimes we won't be able to see each other as much as we would like to, but that means that we will value the time that we do spend together and hopefully it will make us stronger.

i don't even remember falling asleep yesterday but when i woke up Justin was gone. i had to be up and out of my house by four am this morning for a 'sunrise' photo shoot, i love the idea and all but i just wish that sun rise could be a little later in the day like ten am.. hmm that would be better. anyway, Lacey picked me up this morning because she doesn't like the thought of me driving around alone so early, so whatever i just let her drive me! despite the fact that i had to be up so early it was actually a really fun shoot and we are now on our way to an interview.. 'okay, so you know there are going to be questions about you and Justin right?' Lacey said as we got into the car and began to drive. i hadn't really thought about this, but it was true and there was no way of saying that we are just friends now they have pictures of us kissing, hugging, holding hands, putting me into the boot of his car, kissing, hugging and a little but more kissing, i just don't want everyone to hate me. 'yeah, i know, i will just have to deal' i said and sighed a little 'okay, well just be happy and polite' she smiled at me 'aren't i always?' i asked cheekily, before Lacey had time to reply my phone began to rang and it was Justin, a smile instantly grew on my face as i answered it 'hey' 'hey gorgeous, what you doing?' he asked 'right now i am in the car with Lacey on my way to an interview, you?' i said, he sighed a little 'oh, i was going to see if you wanted to do something?' he asked sounding a little upset, he is just too cute 'no i want to! my interview is like an hour so i should be done by one..' i trailed off 'aah perfect, i'll pick you up from the studio you're at, we can go and get some food or something?' he suggested 'sounds good, i'm so hungry' i exaggerated 'okay beautiful, i'll see you in a bit' he chuckled slightly into the phone 'bye Justin' 'bye babe' and with that we both hung up, aah i swear every time he calls me.. baby, babe, gorgeous or beautiful, i both blush and go weak at the knees 'was that Justin?' Lacey sung like a little school girl 'maybe' i said mocking her voice 'i always knew you two would make a good couple and just think the babies you have together would be beautiful!' she shouted, whilst laughing at the same time 'LACEY!' i screamed and whacked her on her arm, causing her to squeal a little, she our relationship is more of a sister relationship rather than manager and client.. and i wouldn't have it any other way!

'okay, everyone welcome the beautiful YN to the show' the interviewer said to the small crowd of around 20-30 people as i walked out they all clapped and cheered, she was around 30, with blonde straight hair and she seemed fairly small she seemed like a nice women. the camera zoomed in on me and followed my every step to the seat i am supposed to sit on 'hey, hi everyone' i said as i smiled and waved 'ooo i must say i love what you are wearing!' she said causing me to blush a little 'aww thank you' i replied i was wearing: http://www.topshop.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductDisplay?beginIndex=1&viewAllFlag;=&catalogId=33057&storeId=12556&productId=6074131&langId;=-1&sort_field=Relevance&categoryId=208531&parent_categoryId=203984&pageSize=20 with these shoes: http://www.office.co.uk/womens/jeffrey_campbell/aubrey_spike/37/12512/35294/1?fs=12512 Lacey told me that i wasn't just allowed to rock in a pair of jeans and a top, and that i had to look nice and preferably wear heels.. so to please her i did! the play-suit enhanced my tan, making me look more tanned than i actually am and made my legs look a lot longer as well, but hey i wasn't complaining! and although i was wearing all black, i wore some colourful rings and jewelry to add colour and i actually like what i was wearing considering i picked it out at 4 am in the morning... 'i'm sorry i just want your shoes' she told me staring deeply at them 'i want yours! although i wouldn't be able to walk in them' i said a little shyly as i pointed to her red thin high heeled shoes, that could of easily cost more than my house.'why?' she asked bringing her attention away from my shoes and onto me 'i like, i have the world worst balance ever and that why i have to wear more sturdy shoes like these otherwise i will just fall over with one step' i said laughing 'but you're a model and have recently done some runway.. in Canada right?' she said as she flashes a few pictures of me down the catwalk 'yes, that was such a big opportunity and i am very grateful and i almost fell over wearing those shoes!' i said pointing to them in the picture 'aah, well i am sure every girl envies to be like you' she said 'i highly doubt that!' i said, which is the truth 'why?' she asked, this interview was so pointless there is nothing specific to talk about, but i have to play nice 'i mean, every one thinks that just because i am a model that i love myself and i am confident, but that is not the case at all' i said not wanting to go into detail and bring up past memories and i guess.. fears? 'oh and why is that?' SERIOUSLY?! i have no way of escaping now.. 'i was bullied as a kid because i was always really tall, and i hated it, like i would cry and hate my body and hate myself to the point where i didn't want to go to school but as times went on, everyone grew and i wasn't so tall anymore, but it was hard and i would never wish for anyone to go through that' i explained fighting back the tears, it was hard and i hated it, i hated myself, my body and sometimes it even got to the point as to where i hated life itself, but never to the point of where i cut, and i don't think i could ever do that to myself.. family for my friends and family 'wow, well you truly are beautiful miss teen hottie' she said as she flashed a picture of me thanking everyone as i got my award, i laughed a little 'i was so shocked i didn't think i was going to get it honest!' i said 'who did you expect to win?' she asked me 'Miley Cyrus' i said without a doubt 'she is so beautiful, and she has such a big heart she is just generally amazing' i said she aww'd in response 'and the Mr teen hottie' she said and flashed a picture of both me and Justin standing together with our awards, i knew she would find a way of sneaking him in the interview somehow, i want to be known for who i am, not who i date, i just laughed and nodded my head not knowing what to say 'Mr&Miss;Teen Hottie' she said 'aah, yes, it's funny we met like two minutes before that picture' i said 'and now?' she asked me, ah shit i don't know what to say!? 'he is so amazing seriously' i said, keep it calm no details, that's how i am going to play it 'now as you may have heard on possibly every news show this morning..' she trailed off as she waited for me to reply 'i haven't heard anything i have been at a photo shoot since four o'clock this morning' i said 'oh well, everyone is wondering if you two are an item because these pictures of you two have been seen and posted.. EVERYWHERE' she said her voice full of enthusiasm and desperation of wanting to know what is happening in my life. then pictures of me and Justin at the airport appeared and there was no denying that we were a couple, i just blushed and looked down trying to hide it and everyone aww'd, the interviewer got the hint and moved on 'i'm sorry but you are going to have to explain this one to me!' she said as she zoomed in on the picture of me in the boot of his car, i cracked up laughing 'well, he picked me up from the airport in his little car, and i don't think he really thought about the fact that i would have a suitcase with me, so he was like "yeah, i bet i could fit you in there" and before i could even like reply he had already picked me up and put me in the boot, surprisingly it was roomy' i said, giggling at the silliness of it 'aah phew, it kinda looked like he was kidnapping you!' the interview said as everyone let out a laugh including me 'no, not quite ha ha' i said smiling 'so how long have you been together? where'd you meet? we want ALL the details, come on we aren't going to tell anyone are we?' she said asking the crowd, oh yeah they aren't going to have to tell anyone because anyone who saw this interview would know because it is being filmed.. seriously is she stupid? 'aah, i don't really like to talk about my personal life to much' i said with an apologetic smile 'aww come on!' she insisted 'i think there is a line and i do want some of my life to remain private' i said with an awkward life because right now, this situation is awkward as walking in on your parents having sex.. okay maybe that was a slight exaggeration.. but it was still awkward 'aww okay, well i'm sorry guys but that wraps up the interview' she said with a smile 'bye' i smiled and waved into the camera honestly i was gland it ended because she was annoying and i knew she would keep asking about Justin. as soon as the camera's were off she walked away so i did the same 'i think you handled that good' Lacey praised me 'thank you, but i was a bit worried she would keep asking' i said concerned for any more interviews i have to do 'no don't worry, they know when to stop and not push it' she smiled at me 'ready kid?' she asked 'oh Justin is picking me up' i told her 'okay well, i'm off, i'll call you tonight to remind you of everything' she said already half way out the door 'okay. bye Lace!' i shouted back at her. i decided to go and say thank you to the host just to be polite.. i walked in and she was sat there on her blackberry 'hey, i'm off now i just wanted to say thank you for having me' i said as i entered her room 'that's fine sweetie, hope to see you again' she said, not breaking her eyes away from her phone screen, i decided not to reply and just walked out, i walked out the back of the dressing rooms exit and there was my incredibly sexy boyfriend-wow i don't think i'll ever get bored of saying that- standing outside his bat mobile leaning against it facing the exit as soon as he saw me his eyes lit up and he walked over to me wrapping his arms around me and kissing me on the lips. i was around the same height as him with my heels on 'you look..wow' he said as his eyes traveled up and down my body, landing on my face last i blushed 'thank you' he gave me a long sweet kiss and then pulled away 'ready to go?' he asked me 'sure am!' i beamed as we walked hand in hand about 5 meters to his car, he did the gentlemanly thing and opened the door for me. He held my hand throughout the whole drive and was forever telling me how beautiful i was, and was kissing my lips, my cheek, my hand.. any place he possibly could whenever the car stopped. He drove us to a nice little diner which specialized in sandwiches, it wasn't to fancy and i liked it 'ooo it looks good' i said climbing out of the car and taking Justin's hand in mine which he held out for me to take 'it's a good little place, i thought you'd like it' he said planting a soft kiss on my temple 'i love it' i said as we walked into the entrance. we walked in a took our seats straight away, it was mainly adults in here so we didn't get interrupted by any fans although i wouldn't of minded if we did, we both ordered chicken, it reminded me a little of Nando's although it wasn't all chicken 'so how was the interview?' Justin asked me as the waiter brought our sandwiches over 'yeah it was good, the mainly spoke about you though' i said taking a bite.. and WHOA i was in heaven! 'oh sorry' he said looking down slightly 'no no no!' i said lifting his head 'it's not a bad thing! they asked why was in the boot of your car, they thought you were kidnapping me' i said as he broke into a smile he pouted his lips and closed his eyes implying he wanted a kiss, so i happily gave him a kiss only a short one not wanting to go into a full make out session in a diner.. 'well i might have to kidnap you and you can be my personal sex slave' Justin said so loud and proudly 'JUSTIN!' i screamed as i began to laugh.. oh it turns out i have a hornball of a boyfriend! 'oops, i said that loudly didn't i?' he asked as he looked down trying to disguise who he was 'a little bit' i said recovering from my laughter 'it's true though' he said winking at me causing me to laugh again. after we finished and Justin insisted on paying we decided to leave and go back to his house 'you know.. i haven't taken you out on a proper date yet' he said bring my hand up to his mouth and kissing it gently sending butterflies to flutter through my stomach 'i don't mind though' i told him, i wasn't bothered about all the fancy restaurants and everything as long as i was with him i was happy 'well i want to spoil you and take you out on a first date' he said looking directly at me before breaking away our stare and focusing on the road 'well that'll be really nice' i said smiling widely like a fool. 'mum, me and YN are here' Justin called through his massive house 'okay, i'll be down in a minute' i heard a faint call from upstairs 'can i take my shoes off?' i asked stopping near the front door, not lying my feet were killing me, those shoes my look nice but they hurt like a bitch 'babe you don't have to ask' Justin told me as he took off his jacket and shoes, we walked into the kitchen 'you're so beautiful you know that?' Justin asked me as we sat down on the stools in his kitchen. he pushed my hair behind my ears and kissed my lips soft and tenderly making us both smile 'thank you' i murmured against his lips 'her mum!' Justin said as she walked into the kitchen, Justin stood up and gave him a hug and then me one, so i stood up so i could hug her better. for someone i have only met once she is very welcoming! she sighed loudly as she pulled away from me 'believe it or not, i used to have a body like that!' she said to me, i just blushed and laughed a little 'you two hungry?' she asked us 'no, we just went out for lunch' Justin said as i smiled and nodded in agreement 'ooo nice!' she said whilst making herself some food 'so er, me and my mum were wondering if you would both like to come for some dinner at my house this Sunday, i'm going to cook?' i asked them both, truth is my mum was bugging me all day asking for Justin and Pattie to come round so she can meet them, even over text! 'aww we would love to' Pattie asked 'great, come to mine about two?' i asked 'we'll be there!' Justin said 'and i love a women who can cook' he whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek.. i am actually excited for my family to meet Pattie.. lets just hope they don't embarrass me too much..

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