Do You Remember? | EXO Baekhyun and Kai

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I wanted to go in.

I really did.

I was here now contemplating whether or not to knock on his door.

When I had, came here I was 100 percent sure I was going to be able do this. That I wouldn't chicken out or run away again.

I wanted to see Baekhyun. [(so bad, so bad) lmao your hurch me! Lol jk]

With every courage I had left I walked closer to the door getting ready to ring his doorbell but the thing is, when I was about to press my knuckles on it.

The door just opened.

I stumbled backward seeing Baekhyun but he didn't see me. He had just opened his door and just shut it then walked off.

He didn't look my way so he couldn't have seen me and plus he was preoccupied with his phone but I heard him yell to his phone, "Chanyeol!"

Is he going to meet Chanyeol?

I should've ran after him.

But, I didn't.

Why didn't I?

I didn't run after him. I just saw him go away, narrowing until I couldn't see him anymore.

He looked so weak and scrawny. I wanted to be there for him this time and protect him.

Even though it was just glimpse that I saw.

I had already memorized how he looked just then.

The skin around his eyes were all red and swollen. He looked like he's been crying.

His hair was a complete mess. Not only was it morning hair but his bangs were now poking the heck out of his eyes.

His lips were obviously dehydrated since it was all chapped and rough.

He looked skinnier than before. He was so scrawny now.

It made me sad seeing him looking so pained and weak walking away.

I didn't run after him like I should've instead I just decided to wait for him to come back.

It was in the morning when I had came here. The sun was just rising at the time.

I waited and waited.

I sat at his door.

Quite a few people passed by looking at me pitifully as I sat on his doormat.

The thing was I didn't know any of those people but I did know the one that passed by just now.

"Minyoung?"

"Chanyeol?" I asked.

"What are you doing here?" He asked shocked.

"I wanted to see Baekhyun but he wasn't home." I said.

Chanyeol arched his eyebrows and said,"he isn't?"

I shook my head.

"So you're just going to wait for him to come back?"

I nodded.

His jaw dropped. "I'm so sorry, Minyoung."

"Why?" I asked confused. "What do you mean?" I added.

"Well, you see me and Baekhyun been hanging out quite a lot lately."

"That's good, right?"

"Okay, well... Um you see... um well umm."