Do You Remember? | EXO Baekhyun and Kai

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Chapter 14 -

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I have gone into what you call social isolation.

After I met up with Chanyeol, I had gone home and immediately went into the comfort of own room and locked myself from everybody and cried.

I didn't want to go outside.

My parents and my brother would constantly ask me what was wrong on the other side of the door but each time was always the same lie.

"I'm fine." I would say.

I was lying to people when they asked me how I was doing because I simply just didn't want them to know.

I haven't gone outside in days besides for the constant need of going to the restroom.

I was too scared to even check my phone since I could hear the texts and ringtones that would ring every so often.

My brother would occasionally come upstairs and bring me food but I barely ate or got any sleep.

I was in an complete break-down not being able to accept the fact that Baekhyun hates me now for being selfish.

I just stayed in my room moping around and crying until I would fall asleep.

Sometimes I would wake up crying since I had dreamed of Baekhyun.

I missed him. I missed him so much.

Aish! You coward Minyoung! You should've just man up and freaking kissed him.

Slam him against the hard, cold wall and freaking kissed him but no! You had to be a coward.

At this point, I was just making up scenarios that I know that would never happen because it was already over.

It was officially over when he had received the envelope I had given him.

. . .

I played around with every little thing that was related to Baekhyun in my room when I got bored.

I would throw my ring in the air and catch it. Hug the huge teddy bear and pretend it was Baekhyun. He had won it for me not too long ago before going into that stupid coma.

I then would cry after playing with them. It was kinda a routine now.

I had forgotten how many days that I had gone into isolation but I am pretty sure it has been at least 2 weeks by now.

Just when I was about to go play with Baekhyun's old shirts when he slept here, that I would sometimes wear.

Someone knocked on my door.

I ignored it, wanting to be left alone but the knocking would just not stop.

"WHAT?" I asked angrily.

I honestly still wanted to be left alone even after going into isolation for so long.

"Minyoung, sorry." I recognized it as Taeyoung's voice.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Well you see, Chanyeol says he won't leave until he sees you." Taeyoung said.

"What does he want?" I asked.

"Minyoung, I'm right here." It was deeper voice this time. I recognized it to be Chanyeol's.

"Huh," I sighed," what do you want?" I asked.

"Min! Open the door." Chanyeol said.

"No."