TEENS : a Jahnnie fanfic

last week of school

Johnnies pov:

It's now lunch again,and I am eager to know why Jake was so upset,or mad,I go to his table, "Jake? whats wrong.?" I ask,attempting to sound dominant "go away." ouch. That hurts. "I'm not going until you tell me whats wrong." i sit down. "you wanna know whats wrong? do you really want to know?." Jakes voice sound pissed off. "y-..uhm..Yeah." i stuttered. "whats wrong huh? maybe its the fact that i don't know..got outed? because of you? because of the way i acted around you? or maybe its the fact that now I'm outed my old friends who now bully beat me up alot? or maybe, it's the fact that everyone hates me for that? or they all hate me for acting weird when i can't even help that I'm aut-.." he said in a really pissed off tone. my eyes started to fill of water and drip,like a faucet "oh." "shit..I'm sorry..I'm just struggling at the momen-" i stood up and ran off,back to carrington and Tara,crying. I dont know why i always fail,i always upset people,make them hate me, I always misunderstand people and upset them. I'm a terrible person. i hate myself.

the last 3 days of this year,Jake didn't show his face,i missed his face,and him in general,but it was my fault and now i must pay the consequences.