TEENS : a Jahnnie fanfic

worry

Jakes pov:

I wake up at 6:00 and see that Johnnie isn't in my arms? wtf? where is he? I check all the rooms,and hes not there. i start to panic. "Tara?" i entered her room. "Yeah?" she was awake "wheres Johnnie?" "is he not in there?" "no" "thats weird..how long do you think hes been gone for?" "probably not that long" "mkay..". its now been 30 minutes,and I'm panicking,i go back to Taras room "Tara,he's not back." i keep shaking my wrists,if i keep doing this shes gonna find out one of my biggest secrets. "what do we do?" I asked "ill call him.." She called him and i heard buzzing "fuck,hes left his phone." "okay I'm gonna call..the teachers emergency phone number." "o-okay.." i sat down on Taras bed,shaking my hands,stimming. I cover my ears,the world becoming blurry and un-audible. Fuck. I start to cry. Shaking and stimming and covering my ears over and over. "Jake you okay?" Tara asked,she put her arm around me and i pushed her off and stood up. "s-sorry-" i walked into the room i was in,trying to calm myself down,When Johnnie came in"Johnnie! what happened?" ,i instantly hugged him tightly,then pulled away, "S-sorry..i went to the store and..this happened.." "next time you go to the store with me,yeah?" "yeah.." he said,sounding ashamed "anyways,lets get you cleaned up" we went to Taras room and i asked what had hapened,he said about everyone beating him up and shit,then he spoke about these to guys called Sam and Colby,i felt guilty and jealous. I wish i was there to help him,maybe if i was there for him,or if i had woken up earlier,he'd be okay. I continue to clean his face,admiring him. His perfect features..his dreamy blue eyes..fuck. Hes so pretty.  I slowly dabbed wet wipes on his small cuts. He makes an unpleased face,obviously not enjoying it. when i finished cleaning his face,i put bandaids on his face and hugged him.