It's fine, it's just life

Twenty -five

Third person pov

Ryan stared at his window emotionless, he kept on fighting. Bella stayed in bed, Luca stopped smiling Axel stopped talking and Jake stopped sleeping.

Ryan never got to tell her. He never got to tell her to be his, to be by his side. He never got to tell her that he loved her. He never got to tell her how beautiful, sweet and important she was to him. He never got to tell how she was special to him.

He called her Deer because he loved Deer's, he loved going to the woods and watching them. Deer's symbolized kindness, gentleness, and softness and that's exactly what he saw in her.

Ryan hates himself, mostly because he couldn't tell her soon, and because he couldn't find out what she was going through.

Lorenzo, Lilly's father. He's...never felt so broken before. He lost his little princess, he lost her. She was the only thing he had left, Lilly was his first daughter, and his last. He felt like a failed father..and it hurted like a bitch. He was supposed to protect her, his daughter, his princess. And he failed.

He was too broken, drowned himself in drugs and beer, and when he hallucinated he saw her. He saw his little princess smiling. As sad as it was, he made two plates of food and he'd see her eating, he'd talk to her. When he would leave for the store, he would see her put on her pink shoes happily, and when he left the house he saw her walking beside him holding the pink stuffed rabbit he gave her when she was a child.  Soon enough he was then put in the mental hospital, because all he could hear and see was her.

Soon enough Ryan entered the mental hospital. He was just like Lorenzo, all he could see and hear was Lilly.

They never got better.

So who hates me for this sad last ending?

Thank you all for waiting and reading, I hope you all the best. Thank you all for the votes and comments. Hope you all the wish.

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