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27) yoriichi's journal.

Thought this was the last time you'll see me huh. 2k+ word special.

Let me warn you guys now, this "journal" contains all of yoriichi's thoughts which are pretty drastic and dark. Some mentions of abuse/blood/death some cursing too. Only warning you now don't find me.

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I'm yoriichi. Wait, how do you start a journal again?

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To do:
-nothing
-nothing
-nothing
-take care of mother
-avoid father
-find a will to live

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Ok mother is definitely doing worse then before. I'm scared. Brother doesn't even know yet. I'm horrible.

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Samurais are stupid but I'll follow brother and I'll become the second strongest after him!!

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So today a kid apparently fell from the sky and brother took him in. He looked weird. Why did he have my earrings? Why did he look as if he could be my older self? I'm feeling a bit skeptical.

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I hate father so much I hate him I hate him I hate him. The kid is named tanjiro kamado not even a week in and already got beat up by him. Father I hate you. I shouldn't even care, tanjiro is from far beyond the future. Crazy talk? Probably. But whatever he said.

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I think brother likes tanjiro now. Like a second parent? An older brother figure? He must have been lonely. We let him out the bars not too long ago and brother has been happier then ever. He wasn't like that with me. Can't blame him though, we aren't even allowed to be together.

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Tanjiro and brother are playing kites without me.

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Blank space.

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IM SO HAPPY IM SO HAPPY HE ASKED TO BE FRIENDS HE ASKED TO KNOW ME MORE!!!! God knew I'd be too powerful if I could express emotions that's why I can't show them now. I can finally hang out with them yay!