His Courageous Eyes | Eren Jaeger x Fem Reader AOT Fan Fic

08 Gone Forever

I went back to the room we in, I heard from the others that Eren asked what Sasha's last words were and started laughing hysterically which caused many particularly Jean and Connie to feel angry towards Eren.

I decided to take a seat as I watched Jean shouting at the girl who killed Sasha who is named Gabi. "We should kill her by throwing her off the plane".

I interrupted him by saying "there's no point of killing this child. By killing her wont even bring back Sasha so what's the point" I sighed.

Many of the others agreed. The room was quite silent I have to admit nobody didn't even say a single word to each other.

I started to daydream at the wall thinking about the things I could of done differently. If I could go back time. I facepalmed myself. Which seemed to bring attention to myself from others. Armin gave me a confused look but I gave him a look to confirm that I was okay.

After a while, many of my friends left the room including Levi and Hange. Whilst I was left there all by myself with Eren a few meters away from me occupied with my own thoughts. Trying to recap the things which tragically happened today.

Why on earth would Eren laugh because of Sasha death. There must be a deeper reason towards it than how everyone is portraying it to be. It won't hurt if I ask. I wondered I decided to give in to my intrusive thoughts and slowly walked towards Eren and it seemed to me he didn't notice my presence until i said his name.

"Eren." I said in a tone to make sure Eren heard me. But instead of complying by responding back he intentionally ignored me as if he didn't know of my existence. Which I have to admit irritated me.

"I'm speaking to you, you know. Why are you staring at the ground." I exclaimed still looking at the Titan shifter below me. I came to a conclusion to kneel down so we were both down in the same level making sure our eyes both met one another.

"There. It's just one question and I'll leave you alone. Happy?" I stated realizing his face was as stoic as ever. He didn't seem to respond but I didn't care I continued with my sentence.

"Number one, why the fuck would you do this and make us search for you all for nothing. Number 2 what are you attempting to do. And lastly why did you laugh?" I blurted out unleashing the mix of emotions I had kept in.

I expected Eren to provide me with a reasonable response but instead he replied with "I don't know...".

I couldn't even fathom the whole entire situation properly
"That's it. I DON'T KNOW?" my face contorted by puzzlement the ridges of my eyes knitted in confusion. As anger was soaring within me waiting to be released.

"I'm so pathetic I should of realized you weren't even gonna say anything in the first place.

"Fuck you Eren" I yelled as I walked out of the room.