˖ ᡣ𐭩 ⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊ Crossroads of Heartache (Pau Cubarsí.)

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You stared at the text message on your phone, heart racing as you read and re-read the words that Pau had sent. It was late at night, the soft glow of your bedside lamp casting a warm hue over the room. Pau's message was unexpected yet deeply stirring.

"What is this?" you murmured aloud to yourself, fingers hovering over the screen.

"You know what I'm talking about..."

The past few weeks had been a rollercoaster for you and Pau. Friends for years, you had shared jokes, dreams, and late-night conversations. But recently, everything had changed.

You found yourself thinking about Pau more often, feeling a rush of excitement whenever his name popped up on your phone, yet also a pang of guilt.

"Why is my mind spinning like crazy?" you whispered, trying to make sense of your emotions.

Pau's message seemed to echo the thoughts that you had been suppressing—the unspoken feelings that had been bubbling beneath the surface.

"Is all this happening because I like him?" you wondered aloud, finally acknowledging the truth to yourself. You had developed feelings for Pau, feelings that went beyond friendship.

But uncertainty and fear held you back from revealing your heart.

"If so, I don't wanna keep dragging," you continued, quoting Pau's message. The words resonated deeply. Maybe it was time to be honest, to confront your feelings and take a leap of faith.

You took a deep breath and began typing a reply, fingers trembling slightly with nerves..

"Hey Pau," you started, pausing briefly before continuing.

"I've been thinking a lot about your message... and maybe you're right. Maybe there's something here between us that's worth exploring."

After sending the message, you felt a mix of relief and anxiety. You knew you had opened yourself up to vulnerability, unsure of how Pau would respond.

But deep down, you knew you wanted more than just friendship—you wanted it all with him.

Minutes passed like hours until finally, your phone buzzed with a reply from Pau. Your heart skipped a beat as you opened the message.

"Hey," Pau's reply read.

"I'm glad you said that. I've been feeling the same way too. Maybe we should talk about this in person?"

Your relief was short-lived as doubt crept in.

Would Pau's feelings change when you spoke face-to-face? Could you handle potentially losing his friendship if things didn't work out romantically?

Over the next few days, you and Pau met up to discuss your feelings. The conversations were tense, each word weighted with uncertainty.

Pau seemed hesitant at times, his usual easygoing demeanor replaced by a guarded expression.

As you walked together one evening, the tension between you palpable, Pau finally spoke up.

"I'm not sure if this is the right thing," he admitted quietly.

"I value our friendship so much, and I don't want to ruin it."

Your heart sank. The words you had feared most had been spoken aloud.

"I understand," you replied softly, trying to mask the disappointment and hurt that threatened to overwhelm you.

Pau reached out to touch your arm gently.

"I care about you deeply, you know that," he continued, his voice filled with sincerity.

"But maybe we rushed into this without thinking about the consequences."

Silence hung heavy between you as you struggled to process Pau's words. You had hoped for something more, but now faced the reality of potentially losing not just a romantic possibility, but also a dear friend.

"I'm sorry," Pau said softly, his eyes filled with regret.

"I never wanted to hurt you."

You nodded, unable to find the right words to respond. The night air felt colder now, and the once comforting glow of the streetlights seemed harsh and unforgiving.

"I think I need some time," you finally managed to say, your voice barely above a whisper.

"To figure things out."

Pau nodded solemnly, his expression reflecting the weight of the situation.

"Take all the time you need," he said gently.

"I'll be here when you're ready."

As you walked away, the echoes of unspoken words and dashed hopes lingered in the air. You didn't know if things would ever be the same between you and Pau again.

All you knew was that love, in all its complexities, had brought you to a crossroads—a place where decisions made could either mend what was broken or lead to irrevocable loss.

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