Beauty and the Beast (a Tayvis FanFiction)

13 Nostalgia and Lace

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Just a week later Taylor found herself driven to a bridal boutique, alongside Travis mother and sister in law. She was still nervous around Donna but a bit more comfortable around Kylie. Plus Travis had promised her to invite Sabrina as well so she was very much so looking forward to it.

She missed the short blonde a lot and couldn't wait to talk to her again, in quiet, in secret where neither of her soon in laws were able to hear them. Her feelings for Travis had started to get so mixed up she actually had found herself blushing in his presence like a damn 15 year old, while he never had any kind of trouble to keep his face.

She started to fall for this basically stranger, who had such a hard wall around him but whenever the triple bullet proof glass allowed a glimpse inside you could see how soft his core was. The way he had gotten the cats for her, their stuff and all of it. and there was also a warming fire there, she knew shed get burned if she got to close but she also knew she needed that fire more than anything else.

"so Taylor have you gotten any idea what you are looking for?" Donna asked as they got out of the car and into the store, just the décor of the door making its value quite obvious.

"not really I never thought I would get married so young but with Travus it just yk clicked. Maybe you can help me find something he would like?"

She turned to her and clicked her tongue shaking her head at her. "Honey it's not about what he wants or likes, of course it shouldn't be something he hates but its about you too, its your wedding and especially your wedding dress. Is your mom gonna be here soon? Or maybe some friends of yours? They'll know what to pick"

There it was. Taylors sore spot, the one thing that was making her heart ache like nothing else. She hadn't seen her family in months, not her parents, her brother and none of her friends.

She missed them terribly but most of all her mother. They had been so incredibly close before john came around and convinced her that she shouldn't or well couldn't tell her about him because she wouldn't have understood.

And he had been right, she wouldn't have understood, she would have forbidden Taylor to see him and helped her not to get where she was now. God she felt so terribly, she hadn't seen her in such a long time, she must be worried out of her mind but at the same time Taylor knew exactly if she met her now, saw her, looked into her eyes she would disclose all that happened and risk Travis, her and Taylors life as well as get probably the police involved.

She never thought she would pick her own wedding dress without her mother let alone get married without her but it damn sure looked like she would have to.

"actually uhm it's kind of a long story but I haven't been in contact with them for a long time so.. it's just me" she gulped doing her best not to show the tears that wanted to roll down her cheeks, that wanted to be cried out loud but were forced to stay in the silence and comfort of the night.

Donna recognized that look and exchanged one with kylie who nodded quietly before she came over to Taylor giving her a gentle hug. Kylie had left behind her family after she fell for Jason in order to be with him.

Her parents and siblings didn't approve of the mafia life and lifestyle and even tho he had quit all that they still didn't want to be around them and even tho it had been decades, Donna could also relate.

It wasn't easy being married to some of the most influential and also dangerous people in the city, ne country. So she pulled her soon to be daughter in law into her arms as well whispering quietly "we are here with you honey and we will get you the most perfect dress for you okay?"

Taylor nodded and sniffed, hugging back and god it felt good, even tho there was some small part of her that missed Travis bear like hug, his strong arms around her.

"did I miss something did someone die?" a familiar voice echoed through the store and when Taylor looked up she saw none other than Sabrina in a short little black lace set with a cross shaped cut out on her chest giving Madonna.

"Brina!" she smiled and greeted the other blonde with a hug, which was immediately reciprocated. The women were introduced and soon enough the first bottle of champagne was popped, followed by many more.

Taylor tried on what felt like a million of different dressed but the last one hit front and center. It was perfect. A mix of her own a line sundress wardrobe and the bling and expensive rich fabric to represent the future of her life with Travis.

"Taylor of you don't buy this dress I will face time Travis right this moment so he can and burn whatever else you try on so you have no other choice than to wear this, it's PERFECTION and I'm telling you he will go mad for you." Brina grinned, already a tiny bit tipsy.

Taylor couldn't help but laugh and Donna, who had far more champagne hiccupped before she answered. "what do you mean he will go mad, he already is! In the 30 years I have known and raised this boy I have never seen even really kiss a woman in front of us and he looks at you like you're the most precious thing in this world!

He has even made out with her when we were over! Thought I didn't notice but his beard is usually not red!"

Taylor blushed furiously, the only still sober one while Sabrina and Kylie oohed and giggled like school girls, making Taylor blush even harder. She thought she had gotten all the lipstick off of him but apparently not.

"don't worry hun I get it, honeymoon stage and all but remember I want alotttttt of grandchildren so better get started on that as soon as the wedding is over and u have fit in that dress cause Kelce babies are Giants"

Kylie nodded eagerly in agreement cringing a little bit "luckily I only had girls so far but Donna told me both Travis and Jason were like almost 14 pounds so ouch I'm telling you, benni was big enough for me to ban Jason from the bedroom for at least a month."

Taylor just smiled and shook her head fondly at the women she had grown so much closer to in the past few hours.

She allowed herself to let her mind wander. Would they ever have that? Kisses without being watched? Intimate moments? Sex? Let alone children of their own?

She had always wanted to b a mother and have children but as travis had stated he didn't intend on sharing a bed with her in the near future, maybe never.

On the way home she thought about all of those things and didn't even notice that he drifted of into a deep nightmare filled sleep.