Secrets. A Sokeefe human AU

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-Keefe-

As the gunshot sounded from where Sophie had just disappeared to my heart dropped. "FOSTER!" I screamed, my legs tearing through the crowd. The police and paramedics had just shortly arrived after Soph left. People were being loaded into ambulances and police vans. We had officially won but where was Foster? 

"Goodbye" the soft voice rung through my ear and I sped up. "FUCKING MOVE" I bellowed, pushing through the thick crowd of police with neverseen members in cuffs. I jumped over the police tape, ignoring Sophie's parents calls. As I turned the corner, I watched Sophie fall gracefully on the floor. 

That's when I knew I'd broken.

I was broken.

I am broken and only she could fix me.

Blood soaked clothes and tear stained cheeks. I held her limp body in my arms as I tore some of my cloke off, pressing into into the gunshot wound, trying to stop the bleeding.

"Please don't leave me" I sobbed. "HELP! SOMEONE HELP!" 

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Moments blurred in my teary eyes, flashes of red and blue. Apology filled hugs. Sorrowful words. Comfortless comfort. All I saw was my broken angel. The girl who had stormed into my life quicker than I could stop her and left just as quick. She's healed a broken heart then shattered it all again. The tape she had used to fix my heart tore as her heart was torn away. If only I would've told her. If only she would've knew I'd have burned the world for her.

Mother was dead, as always Fosters aim was impeccable. I wasn't going home. I couldn't. Home was with her and now she's gone and dad is not a home. Grady told me not to come to the hospital, he couldn't bare to see more than 2 broken faces. Jolie and Edaline.

I curled up in the chair of the lounge in the blackswans  hideout. My friends sat around me as we all mourned. Wylie nor Tam didn't show. They had been rushed off to the hospital with Linh after the battle. It had ended over 2 hours ago now and the whole in my heart grew as time went on. "She can't be dead. She's Sophie fucking Foster she can't be dead" Dex suddenly started and I looked up, the vision of sophie's  limp body escaping my mind for a split second. "Shut up Dex" I hissed. "Keefe," Biana spoke, her voice broken and hoarse. "NO! she's dead! I couldn't save her, none of us could. Wylie saved Linh, he got her to help. I couldn't save her. It's my fault and claiming she isn't dead whilst I sat there and held her? My clothes are coated with her bood! My hands are stained with her pain! How can you claim she isn't dead whilst I sat there and couldn't save her! She was always strong for us and I couldn't save her"

I broke down, dropping to the floor. Biana wrapped her arms around me and I fell into her embrace, the memory repeating itself in each corner of my mind, as though I was in a hall of mirrors and each mirror had the image of her. I was trapped and my heart beat quicker with each breath.

My mind became dizzy and sound left my ears. That was until my phone rang and Biana held it out for me, handing me the phone and a glass of water in which I took with shaky hands.

"Hello?"

"Keefe, It's grady..."